Death and love are my only options.

I sob, unable to believe what I had just done. I'd KILLED someone! Not only someone, the prime minister.

******* Flashback*********

I screamed as he touched me, his long nails scraping my skin. 'Come on Alannah, don't make me hurt you.' He whispers in his raspy voice. 'Leave me alone.' I say, grabbing a letter opener. I hide it , making sure he can't see me hold it. 'Alannah...' I pull the sharp letter opener from behind my back, stabbing it through his stomach. He loosens his grip and I sprint out, leaving him bleed to death. I run and run, until everything goes black.

******* end of flashback*******

I'm a murderer... Good for nothing, just like my mother said. I should have just killed myself... Maybe I will. Maybe this is all a dream, maybe I'll wake up, maybe, just maybe, I'm hallucinating. He'll, who am I kidding, let me tell you the truth. I have schizophrenia. I imagine a lot, so mate I didn't kill the prime minister mayb-

*Jacksons POV*

I saw her lying on the floor. "Did I kill him?" She said repeatedly. I notice a few scratch marks on her arm and blood on her shirt. I scoop her up and take her to my apartment. I take her top off and change it before testing the blood to see if it was hers, after all, she had no wounds, maybe she has killed the prime minister... My father. I test the blood repeatedly, by believing it to be my fathers. Hell, my life is messed up. Suddenly, her eyelids fluttered open, revealing two beautiful brown eyes with specks if gold in them. "Where am I??' She whispered. "Don't worry, your safe" I promised her. "I killed him" she sobbed, hugging my arm. "Who did you kill sweetie?" I asked her, dreading the answer. "Th-the prime minister!" She exclaimed. She was too sweet to be mad at." Shhh, it's okay." I whispered pulling her into my lap. " I promise" she buried her head in my chest as I hugged her close.

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