my name is renee my life isnt good...well lets face it my life is a wreck. its just horrible ever since my mom died things have just went from worse to terrible...and i know what you are thinking what could be so bad going on after your mother is 6 feet under. well theres alot starting with my father, he's abusive,controlling,and the worser part is he rapes me whenever hes high,drunk, or just cause of the fun of it when he's bored. sometimes i think he takes moms death out on me like it was my fault. nobody knows what it feels like to get raped and abused by your own blood father and the next day go to school with tons of make up on like nothing happens.
as i lay in my bed face up thinking about my life and all the wronge that has gone on since 3 years of my mothers death i thought about not wanting to get up from this position in my bed and not attending school but i knew that was never going to happen i sighed as i sat up in my bed ready to get my hygiene thingy started. just when i was about to get up my father or should i say isaac popped up in my door way and said, isaac(renees dad): GET THE FUCK UP HOE AND TAKE YOUR ASS TO SCHOOL AND GET A FUCKING EDUCATION WHILE YOU CAN INSTEAD OF PROSTITUTING LIKE YOU WERE LAST WEEK..... renee: yes sir and i wasnt prostituting i was at the school in detention isaac:do it look like i give a fuck get up and get dressed NOW i got up got in the shower for 30 minutes put my cloths and make up on. i had on my black and white tights with my black and white addida shirt along with my black and white addida samoas. i didnt used to put on make up until isaac started abusing and raping me so i had too start covering up. i went downstairs without even bothering to say goodbye to isaac or even stoping to eat breakfast and went to my 2013 white charger put the key in the ignition and headed to school....warmwood high school
