Luke and Arzaylea

Chapter 4

Luke's pov

I was actually quite scared of Arzaylea. That's why I haven't broken up with her yet.

We kissed and fucked on a daily basis but it still all felt wrong.

The boys told me that it was a good thing. That I needed a girlfriend after all these years.

But Arzaylea wasn't a good one.

Today we were going shopping. The hot July air left me sweating enough to fill a pool. My black skinny jeans and leather jacket didn't help but we had to dress like this in public.

I knocked on her door five times. But the devil never came out the door.

"Arzaylea!" I called into the house.

She stumbled out in a hurry looking like she just fucked two bitches before she saw me.

"Are you ok? Did you fall down some steps?" I questioned half joking half not.
"Yeah I'm fine lets go spend so money."

I rolled my eyes but followed her back to the car.

She had reached the car a few minutes before me but just stood in front of it.

"The door's unlocked you know." I told her.

She looked at me with an unamused face before responding " yes I know that but you have to open the door for me. "

I scoffed but did as she said before going over to my own side.

We drove for a little while before pulling up to the most expensive stores here.
Arzaylea ran into the first one one the block leaving me to park the car by myself.

When I finally made it in arzaylea had many dressed and shoes in her hands.

"I ready." She said as she walked up to the register.

"$500" the clerk said.

"Shit Luke I forgot my wallet." Arzaylea said.

"Oh that's ok we have an atm right there" the clerk said nodding her head in the direction of it.

"Yeah let's go and use it."

"Nah I'll just use your credit card"

I gave her a irritated look before hesitantly handing her the card.

"Have a nice day" the lady called after us as we walked out the store. 

"Let's go eat!" Arzaylea said happily.

I agreed so we walked down to the most expensive restaurant one the block.

And of course she had to order the most expensive thing on the menu.

"And for you sir" the kind waiter asked

"Nothing I'm fine." I said through gritted teeth.

He walked away quietly and Arzaylea looked at me strange.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

"I would if I had money left." I said with an angry tone.

"Oh ok." She said simply.

She turned around to look at something out the window and put my hands in the chocking position.

She turned back and I quickly put them down.

"It's such a lovely day isn't it?" She said with a smile.

"Yeah. So. Nice."

I just want this to be over.

Help I'm a bad person.
It started as me saying I'm not going to listen to it.
Then I said well we already heard permanent vacation.
Then I said well one other song and that's it.
Then I said fuck it.
AND I LISTENED TO THE WHOLE FUCKING ALBUM.
I actually just want to die and hide my body so no one ever finds me because I'll never forgive myself for this. (Btw the album is the newest shit)