Laurens POV
"Mommy" I hear my two year old yell from the living room "yes gray" I answer she points to the window, to the paps with there cameras, she was so scared of them, she lached onto my leg and cried for her stuffed eor from Winnie the pooh, I carried her to her room to get it, she was shaking in fear, I hate this, I hate having my baby living in fear because I'm famous, its not fair to her, she reaches her hands up for me to pick her up with, I place her on my hip and bring her into my room, she started rubbing her eyes meaning she's tired, I cover her in blankets and rubbed her back,
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When sky's are gray
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine
Away
After I finished singing she fell asleep in my arms.
My daughter Graylynn Clara Jauregui was fast asleep in my arms, I stroke her head, and think if Luis and I never went to that party, Gray wouldn't be here,
Flashback
"Laur, you OK?" Luis asked as I walk out of the bathroom, I had been throwing up every morning since Monday, I nod and crawl into is arms and drift off into my own world, I was thinking about that night, the thing we did, and how iv been sick ever since, I start counting the weeks since I had my last period, shit I'm a week late , I look at luis and say "I'm going to the drug store " he nods
I was in the bathroom looking at the test praying its not positive, what if he hates me, what if he leaves me , I hear the beep and stand from the floor,
1.+
2.+
3(big surprise)+
I fall to the floor and sob I don't care how loud I am ,luis comes running in and grabs me, he sees the test and says "sorry but I'm not being a dad at 19" and walks out
I called Camila sobbing, I didn't say anything she just knew, she came to my apartment and held me "Laur I'll help you with this baby OK, I'll live with you and help you OK that piece of shit won't ever see her"
"Camz how do you know it's a girl"
"I just know"
*flashback over*
Camila was here for an month, then left, now its my baby and I agents the world
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Yo I'm Danielle Nicole
My friends call me dani
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Xoxo Danielle Nicole
