A bright new idea

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When I woke of I made a loud noise saying "yaaaaawn" then I stretched so much I felt like I was on a stretcher in the old days but barely pulled where I likes it as my bones fell back in place then I fell of the bed and passed out.My mom had to wake me up and told me to get ready for school so then I got up locked my door then watched youtube and I was watching my favorite youtuber "shane dawson" and he's really funny and when I'm sad I watch him but my mom knocked then started jiggling the small bronze colored door know on my white door. Then I yelled and said "I'M CHANGING MOM" then I whispered "Oh my god your annoying". When I was done I grabbed my binder,phone and I put on a sweat shirt that said "my chemical romance" then before I left I combed my hair were my bangs were swiftly covering my right eye. Then me and my mom were in the car and then when we got to school she said "by honey have a great day at school" then I shut the door and walked to class then people walked by and whispered loud enough I can hear and he said "emo fag you shouldn't be alive".Then I felt the anger rise up to my head but I calmed down. Then when class started I barely had my sleeve up and I heard people around the classroom say "he's A crazy emo he cuts himself he shouldn't be alive" Then I stand up grab my stuff then I yell "YOU KNOW WHAT... IT'S YOUR FAULT I CUTT MYSELF. IT'S BECAUSE YOU GUYS CALL ME NAMES AND PUSH IT."then I ran out and ran all the way back home and got a thing of pills and a sharp bladed knife. Then before I took the pills I looked at youtube then I found a video by shane dawson named don't kill yourself self and font self harm. He talked about how he started and he was like me and he started you tube he was do happy so then I thought maybe I should start youtube. Then I got a camera out of my closet and I started my first video.

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I hope you liked my first chapter sorry it was a little dark but it'll get brighter in chapter 3
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