someone who cares

damned love

I broke up with my ex because he never really supported me I was extremely mad and really sad I loved him but he was never around and never supported me I never talked to him for a year

I was to mad at him but he was still my friend I mean I still loved him but I couldn't trust him anymore I hated my self for years I couldn't even trust my self everyone was so surprised at me and him

I cried when he got a new girl friend I knew I wasn't good enough for him I wasn't good enough for anyone I hated everything I hated everyone I hated my self

I wanted him to know I still love him but I can't tell him I just can't I cry when I think of him I want him to talk to me more I want him to love me again