Inside My Mind

Part One

You wake up in pitch black with a sharp pain in your head. You sit up and look into darkness were you have been for the past ten years. You reach to the left and grab a dull bone with carvings in it. You cant read it but u try and make out the letters. "F R E A K....". You get that alot. People telling you your pathetic. Your not worth there time so you sit and sit in the darkness. One day a light thats not as bright but you havent seen light in ten years so your amazed. You stand up and step closer and look at the light. You can make out blonde hair and butiful brown eyes. Shes wairing a blue shirt with a skirt on. She smiles and looks at you. You feel like somone notices you. So you start walking twords her. As you move closer you can hear her giggling and wiggling her nose as she smiles. Then she puts out a hand and you go to reach and grab it but it is then severed by a larger woman screaming and pushes you to the floor. As you look up at this girl her face is tear stained and she is holding her arm were her hand was looking derectly at you. You relize you know her from somwere. The light then dissapears but as It does yiu hear three words. "Wait for me". Tgen It goes back to blackness and you sit there waiting for her to return. Hours pass and you cry until you cant anymore.

"Sit up"screams a teacher. "Your so worthless I swear, you cant get goods grades if your life depended on it". You look around and everyone in the classroom is staring at you and you just sit there. "Now go to page 114 if yiu want ti fallow along"

"What was that" you think. "Was it her again" you then stand up as the bell rings and you leave the classroom. Your walking down the hallway and somone pushes you and takes your bookbag and dumps it out on you. You know who it was but you just sit and wait for him to stop. "Leave him alone you jerk" yells a girls voice.

As the girl walks over to you you slowly stand up and you see her. Its her. The girl you dreamed of. "Hi new kid. Sorry about him hes such an ass. But my name is Millisa" she says. "Most kids just call me lis" holding a hand out. You feel you stomic twist and you hart sinks as you can still hear her crying.

"Im Steven" you say shyly as you shake her hand.

That day you spend all day with her until she has to leave for band. And you have to go to football. Your not a very great player but you know how it works. You get the ball in the goal before time is out. Your a defensive lineman for the C team.

After practice you go home to an empy hous with a note on the front door. "Sorry son but we will be gone all week, your little sister gets off at five so take her to her cousins and the dinner is in the microwave dont worry its leftover from my lunch"

As you walk in you feel like you're being watched. You go and take a shower and go to your room leaving your dinner. As you go to lay down and close your eyes you can hear her laughter. You then hear her crying. It fills your ears so thats all you can hear. Her over and over screaming and crying. You then freak out aand take almost a hole bottle of pain killers. You then lay on the bed and fall asleep.

In your dream you wake in a medow wearing nothing but a brown tunic and you can see a brown house in the distance. As you stand you have a sachle with nothing inside it. You walk over to the house as a old lady with red paint on her face sits on the porch. You cant talk of hear. Just see. She cant seem to see you. At this time a man walks out with blue paint and kisses the old lady cheek as he leaves. You then slip into the house were a man and woman are sitting with two children. You look around and there is nothing like your in a doll house. As you step closer the little boy looks at you and smiles.
"Hes hear" he says. "The one I dremp of"

The man starts looking at you but seems not to see you.

The boy stands up and walks over to you placing a hand on your shoulder." You musnt hurt the ones you love, even if that meana letting them go". As he sayd that he begins to fade and you wake up with a pain in your throught as if being choked. Your life was about to change forever.