Habits

The Morning After

     That was a huge fucking mistake. What am I going to tell my boyfriend? Fuck. 'Hey Ian, I just wanted to know if you are okay with me sleeping with your best friend. But don't worry, we only did it twice - yeah, that's why I couldn't make it to your game on Friday. Yeah I know I'm a bitch, and you probably want to break up with me, but you should really consider all of those great moments we've had together.' 

     FUCK. He'll dump me right then and there. Done, over, bye-bye Ian, the love of my life. Why is it that you do the worst things to the one you love the most- the one in your life you could never replace?

     I love him, but why did I not go to his game? I'm such a slut. I didn't want to go to his game because I was fucking horny. Shit.