Double dippin

Dazed

Joseph had been calling Alyssa since she left. He messages her in her email, Facebook and Instagram. He managed to fill up her inbox and even drove to her house to look for her. Joseph was borderline looking like a stalker. But he had to make things right. It was just in his nature. He couldn't lose her especially when he didn't do anything wrong. Joseph was almost tempted to call her best friend Jackie but he knew that she would be en route before he even got to the part where he proves he had no intentions on ever sleeping with Belinda.

Joseph decided waiting outside her house wouldn't do him any good. So he decided to to back home. He might as well anyway he was waiting for his best friend Tequan to call him. They had known each other since 7th grade. At one point in time they were notorious for smash and dashing women. But then Tequan fell in love and when he fell hard. Within two years he has met the woman of his dreams got married and knocked her up with twins. Once he fell in love he wasn't constantly telling Joseph that married life was the best life. Joseph thought it was bullshit until he met Alyssa, she had him thinking things that never even crossed his mind. He had been in the jewelry store at least five times looking at rings. Now everything was fucked up off of pussy he ain't even get.

"Fuck." Joseph yelled and hit the steering wheel. "I need a drink."

Joseph drove over to his favorite bar and parked.

He found himself a table in the corner asked for fries and four shots of henny. As soon as the tray hit the table he downed two of the shots and told the waitress to bring him two more. Joseph picked at the fries and took the shots.

"How did I get here like this?" He thought to himself. Belinda. She was the problem. She had on that sexy lace bra and them legs that went for days. Shit Joseph said as he was rising to the occasion. Why was she out on his couch like that? Alyssa was mad. Madder than he had ever seen her. But that red bra and thong was looking luscious and them strappy heels. Joseph groaned the alcohol mixed with all the thoughts in his head was causing an erection he knew he would have to her rid of on his own.

Looking at his phone for what seemed like the hundredth time no text messages or missed calls from Alyssa. "How will I fix this?" He said aloud to no one in particular.

The waitress came by dropping off a drink.

"I didn't order this."

"I know you didn't. And technically looking at you I don't think you need it. But the lady at the bar bought this for you. I also brought you a glass of water. Because you were technically cut off."

Joseph looked up and there was the bane of his problems. Belinda. Joseph grabbed the waitress before she left and poured the drink into the bin of dishes that she had.

"I am sorry. But please don't send over any drinks from that young lady." He slides her a twenty and apologizes for any inconvenience. The waitress looks at him oddly but says no problem and leaves.

Belinda watches Joseph pour the drink out and is shocked.

"Shit," she said. "I am legit trying to apologize. Fuck I will just have to go over and explain." So she got up and walked over to his table.

Everything about his energy and the way he looked at her told her not to sit down. But she needed to apologize. She knew she was wrong and she just made the situation more wrong by saying fucked up shit.

"Look, I am not going to stay long I just really want to apologize for by behavior. Everything about what I did was wrong. I am ...I mean was attracted to you and ugh.. I am sorry."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why are you sorry? Why did you do any of it?"