Fainting Silence

Here I stand, drowned with thoughts of my life.

The worst thought hits my mind and puts me into tears and sadness.

Wanna know what it is?

The thought of my beloved one.

My beloved one, whom I lived my life with, whom I married, whom I had kids with, whom I sharred grandchildrens with.... As the memories of you are inside me, I remember when we first started dating, how we went to the cinema to watch a romantic flick but you didn't want to but because you loved me you did. Another thing I remember is our wedding. Oh how can I ever forget each thing that happened, how we smiled at each other saying our "I Do"s, or how we got a bit to wasted in the end of the night but God it was a greatest time of my life and I hope it was for you too.

You were so patient with me, even though I put you through a lot you kept up with me and I couldn't be more grateful for that. Tears stream down my face to my hand.

My tears feel damper as if the rain got worser.

This day was the day of our anniversary and the worst part is this is the first year without you here us together.... I wish i could have told you how much you meant to me more than the ordinary saying "I Love You".... My love you have been the best thing in my life and I know one day we will be together again. I know that day is the day of the awakening, where we will fall in love again as we did in day one.