16/1,
Hi my name is telly, today is my birthday and well I pretty much unwrapped you as a present from my mother. Well your going to be seeing me a lot cause my mother thinks I should start writing in you, I think different but I am being made to sit down once a day at least to write at least something in you. In a way this is good because it's like having a best friend that i can tell all my secrets to but lock up and keep safe, where nobody can find out anything. Well that's all for now, it's almost time for cake. bye.
17/1,
Hi again, Well I don't have much to say besides that yesterday was a good day. I have to start my new school tomorrow. yeah things are different here school starts earlier then my last school, but it also finishes around the time of Halloween so I'll be able to stay up later during our Halloween party. Never stayed up the whole night before. Mother says that we should get a decent amount of sleep for school. Well I should tell you a bit more about myself and my family. I have one brother, he is older than me. His name is tom and is 18 years old. lately his been more on mom's side than mine. He used to always side with me and used to always tell me to do a back flip but since his 18th birthday party, he has never sided with me, he says that I will understand one day. I just ignore him and say 'whatever' that just gets me a sad look. I don't really care. Then there's my mother well she is about 42 years old, she always says that I should chose my words more carefully because one day it could get me in trouble I never believe her. and my father you ask. Well I actually never knew my father. Mother always says he died but when I ask more about him I always get sent to clean my room. so I guess I have never knew my father. You know how people never meet their father but they always get told about them and it's like they have known them their whole life, Well I never even get that. Well that's all for now. I am being called for diner. I'll talk tomorrow after school. see ya.
18/1
Hello, I had my first day at my new school today. I met new people. I wouldn't consider anyone my friend yet because I don't wanna get my hopes up for no reason. My mother says I should make as much friends as possible before my 18th. They keep mentioning how when I turn 18 that everything is going to change. I don't think anything is going to change, except the fact that I'll be able to drink actual alcoholic drinks and be able to go to night clubs and stuff. Well I actually have never seen my brother drink or go out to parties and stuff. Maybe he's just the sensible child. Ha I bet he's better than I'll always be. Anyway I have to go to bed now. talk tomorrow.
19/1
Hi I got grounded to because someone said something bad about me and my family and I didn't like it but the teacher said 'sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me' so I grabbed two dictionaries and through one at the teacher and the other at the kid that bullied me. Mother is not happy she says if I keep this up, I will never be able to go through what my brother went through at his 18 ceremony. I told her I thought it was a party. She just yelled realizing that she spoiled something and sent me to my room. What did she mean when she said ceremony? I think I might sneak out of my room later and have a look around in the attic. The attic is the one place I am not aloud to go to. Mother tells me that if I ever go up there that it would be bad luck on the family. I ask her what she means and she just shoves me off and sends me to do choirs. Well I gotta go, It's almost Mother's time for bed and I have act like I'm asleep. bye for now.
hours later......
No No NO! I have to leave, I have to get out of her before my 18 birthday. If I stay I will be turned into something horrible, Made to be something I'm not. My family was suppose to be normal, A normal life, A normal family. What do I do? Where do I go? I don't want to become like them, A freak, A nonhuman being. A witch! I just want to be normal.....
