Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 4

I spent the rest of my Sunday curled up in bed with my comfortable pajamas watching some more Netflix. As you can tell my two favorite things involve laying in bed and watching Netflix. I loved laying in bed when it was cold in the house wrapped in blankets, it was just so comfortable. I was enjoying sitting here watching some Netflix until I remembered I had to go back to school tomorrow, normally I wouldn't mind going to school but it's winter and I don't like going to school when it's cold out.

Just when I looked at the clock on my bedside table I regretted it, the clock read 11:00pm which meant it was time for me to go to sleep. Ugh why does school have to start so early, I thought to myself. I was just going to stay up even later but I decided against it knowing I wouldn't last the whole day tomorrow if I did. So I forced myself to go to sleep.

The next day-
I woke up to my alarm going off. Which was just a friendly reminder to get my bum up and get ready for school. Quickly I look over to see what time it is and the clock read 5:45, I hated nothing more than waking up this early for school. Besides after school I have to go to work. But if I had to choose which one I would rather do I would choose work. In school you have to face other immature "adults" and was forced to learn things that I wouldn't need in life.

I mentally slapped myself for sitting in bed and thinking about all of this, I just lost an extra 10 minutes of time to get  ready. So I quickly run to the bathroom, 30 minutes I say to myself 30 minutes to get ready I got this. When I get in the shower I do my business, get out brush my teeth and hair, go back into my room and put on jeans with a white hoodie and keds. I look into the mirror put on some mascara and little eyeliner and just decide to let my hair air dry. I look at my clock one more time to see it's 6:25, it didn't even seem like I took that long. After getting ready I unlock my phone to see I have a missed call.

I listen to the voicemail.... YESS school was canceled, but I just woke up early for nothing and why was school canceled? Wait.. I look out the window to see its snowing. How is it already snowing on the 20th of October? Weather these days..It's just so bi-polar.I walk over to my window and I see that the roads are dusted with snow and it hadn't even stopped snowing yet. I must have been in such a rush to not see the snow covered roads. Well I guess this means another Netflix date with myself. But before I do that I open my Twitter. When I open my Twitter I notice that all of the letters I have written so far have multiple retweets and comments, and they just keep on multiplying. Of course there were negative ones. It really hurt to see these comments,  as the negatives multiplied my confidence started to shrink. But as much as I wanted to stop these letters because of what people were saying I couldn't. I just feel like something good can come out of this.

With saying that I open my notes and start to write yet another letter. Here's what I wrote:

Dear Louis,
It's the girl who keep bothering you again haha. But I have a question for you in this letter. How do you deal with so many negative people  everyday of your life,because I know  there must  be a lot. Even though there are even more nice people I just don't get why people have to be so mean. The funny thing is that they don't know me personally same goes for you they don't know you personally. I know in my last letter I said that I would push the negatives away and focus on the positives the thing is.. It becomes harder and harder to push away the negatives when they just multiply after each of these letters. The only thing keeping me from stopping these letters is 1. there are many people who want me to keep doing this.  2. I feel like this is the only time where I can speak my mind without regretting it because I really do love writing these. And finally 3. I just want you to see how much I actually care for you, and maybe hopefully one day you will see this even if it's 20+  years from now. If you're reading this thank you so much it means the world.
Sincerely,
Stephanie

Like I do with all of my letters I read it a couple of times. When I write these letters I never think their perfect but I think that they are good enough for him to understand what point I'm trying to make. I open up Twitter after I screenshot my letter from my notes and post it. In the caption I tag Louis once again and say letter 3 "I find these easier to write each time because there's just so much that I want to tell you." And leave that as my caption.

I smile to myself this time as I start to post it. To be honest I don't know why I was smiling maybe because I was gaining more hope? The last thing I had hope in was getting out of my mothers house. And I got out, so maybe this is a sign, but only time can tell.All I can do is wait and see.

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-Hannah