The Perfect Gay Guy

The Perfect Guy

The Perfect Guy

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Tuesday March 21, 2015

I stand here so innocent like I haven't done anything like I'm just as sad as everyone else in this room but I'm not. I know I was suppose to be up here to talk about how much I miss him, how we were in love and how he made my heart race a million miles per second but I just can't. He wants me to pay for what I did, to see me suffer. So for this funeral instead of saying how much I loved and adored him I'm going to tell you why I killed him, why I killed the so called perfect guy.

Wednesday March 15, 2015

It's the 15th week of school and me and Erick have been going out for two years and Friday is our 3 year anniversary. Wow hard to say that you've been with someone for three years especially when your in high school. I love Erick he's smart, cute, funny, popular, and has a smile brighter than the sun he's practically the perfect guy. Ever since we've came out to our family and friends that were gay we've been more than happy and confident to be who we are and to live proudly in our own skin well, at least I have. I ask myself " is it my fault, have we rushed into it this to fast, or am I just paranoid" because ever since coming out to everyone Erick has been acting a little strange as if something is going on. I walked up to Erick cause I needed some answers I mean you just don't just start acting strange all of a sudden there must be a reason, a reason I need to know.

"Hey Erick ! " he turned around after talking to some girl. I didn't recognize her face but I didn't mind it.

" Hey Erick can we talk ?"

" Yea what about "

" Just anything I just want to know what you've been up to lately I feel like we've drifted apart the last few days whats wrong ? "

" Nothing hum... I just think we've been too close lately, that ever since we've came out to everyone about being gay that we've been expected to spend every second of the day with each other and I just don't think thats what this relationship is about I think that if we spend more time apart that when we do come together that it would be better and more memorable"

" What! are you saying we need to break up ? is this because of me wanting to actually spend time with you ? why are you acting so strange all of a sudden! ugh just move"

" No No wait Devein I'm not saying anything like that you know I love you its just that I feel we need to take some time out for ourselves for now."

Ugh.. whatever."

Its odd because its not the first time that he's done this and I Just don't understand is it the fact I actually want to hang out with him thats getting on his nerves or is he hiding a secret that he just doesn't want to share.

Thursday March 16, 2015

I felt kind of bad for lashing out at Erick yesterday. I feel like its my fault but I feel like its his fault also. Im going to his house today after school just to clear the air about the whole situation so that we can just leave this whole thing behind us. I arrive at Mr. and Mrs. Nicks house and knock on the door. Mrs. Nicks comes to the door and says