When you were still sane

Amorousness

amorousness (adj) meaning; being in love.

[Listen to song first because it basically goes over this whole story]

"It scares you being alone, Its a last resort."

Jax PoV

I pace up and down the hospital hallway.

I am so scared for her.

They wouldn't let me in.

I can't seem to sit still.

"Jackson?" I hear the Nurse call, I am up and

 running towards her, the baby's cries filling

the white sterile hospital.

I see the baby.

But, all I see is Ash, my Ashton is so dangerously

pale.

Ash PoV 

"I love you." I look up at him and smile

weakly.

I kiss my baby's head, not even aware of its gender.

My head is having a hard time staying up, I close my eyes

and I hear many screams, but all I see is a tunnel and at

the end of the tunnel, is Daphne.

Jax PoV

Me and my child's screams mingle together

in the tiny, tight room.

I sob so loud.

I hold my baby to my chest as we mourn together.

And I decide I have to be strong.

"Its a boy." The Nurse whispers.

She gives me the birth certificate.

And I sign it 

A s h t o n  P e t e r  P a r k e r 

I decide it is appropriate to

recycle her last name and first name.

I grip her cold hand tight and hold

our baby, how cruel my Angel has left me,

but in her true form, she left me something

in return.