Broken into the wolf inside of me.

Broken

"GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE HUNTER!!!!" I wake up to these words every morning, my name is Hunter but people call me Ice storm because of my "wolf inside of me" I just have anger issues because of my father and people call me a wolf. I grab my wolf hoodie, cargo pants, dark brown boots and black beanie and leave my room. I walk down the stairs and my dad hits me in my back with his whip lucky I haven't put on my shirt but it still burns like hell. "Make me breakfast ass hole." "Yes sir."  I walked into the kitchen and my mom was there with a black eye and blood all over her arms and hands, my step dad forced my mom to marry him, the thing that makes me mad is that he rapes my mother every night with a dildo.  If she doesn't let him, he beats her with a whip and his fists.  He abuses me for fun...he thinks it's funny. I got a pan and some eggs and cooked it. "Here you go sir."  "I TOLD YOU I HATE EGGS." He went into the kitchen and grabbed the pan that is still very hot and takes my shirt off and puts it on my rib cage. I don't do anything. "What this doesn't hurt well I hope this does." He raised the pan and hit me in the face I'm now bleeding from my forehead, around my eye, and on my nose. "Put your shirt on and walk to school." "Yes sir."  I don't know why there is a reason he beats me his son died after we moved in but he had cancer and my step dad didn't give him treatment. Maybe he thinks it's our fault, whatever it's not my problem if I ever bring it up again I thing he will kill me and literally kill me. My mom doesn't even talk anymore she just sits in the kitchen until she showers and then just sits in the kitchen all day listening to my dad yell at TV with him watching sports. I walked out the door and my dad yelled out the window, "I hope somebody shoots you today hahaha."  I kept walking the problem with my school is its 5 miles away luckily this kid lets me ride his bike to school, he knows my home life so he leaves it in his front yard for me. I grabbed it and kept riding to school. My dad called me and I said, "hello" "hey your mother isn't allowed to let you inside while I'm gone so you have to stay outside until tommrow morning haha I get home at 7:00pm I just want to leave you outside. Anyway I hope you get killed tonight." I hung up on him and put my phone away and took my pocket knife out of my pocket and cut nothing onto my arm. I walked into school after I cut.