Coffee Stains - A novel based on The Fooo Conspiracy

24. Only Talking

When I leave the bathroom, everybody is gone except for Oscar. He is still sitting on the sofa. When he hears me he turns around. In his eyes is the same pain there was just a week ago. But there is also a question in there. Just as I turn back around to go back into the bathroom, I hear his voice: "Klara wait." His voice puts prickles all over my body. And here I thought I was over him.
I pause in the move. "Can we talk?" He says from behind me and I turn back around.
He is not, as I expected, on the sofa but stands right behind me. Involuntarily, I move backwards holding the towel over my breasts. Unfortunately there is a door. "Sure! Let's go to the sofa." I slip past him and quickly walk to the sofa. There I sit on one end and Oscar sits down on the other. "So?" I ask expecting. "Sooo... How are you feeling?" Really?
"I'm fine thanks!" I reply and give him a halfhearted smile.
"No you're not. Klara I know you. You're not fine. You might be better but not fine."
"Ok I'm better! If you know how I feel why are you asking?"
"Out of politeness I guess..."
"Oscar if you were polite, you would never have kissed me."
"True... But I thought a little niceness couldn't hurt you." It makes me smile a little as he says that.
"Why are you nervous?" I ask. I know he is.
"Why would you think I am?"
"Oscar I know you. When you're nervous you blink you eyes in a certain rhythm." I chuckle. The fact that he's nervous while talking to me makes me feel less tense. Although he somehow seems to be distracted from the towel barely covering by upper body.
"So why are you nervous?" I ask after some uncomfortable silence.
"It's because of what I'm about to say..." I've never seen him sheepish before. Now he is.
I just wait.
Nothing comes.
"Well I guess that's our talk..." I say after five minutes of silence and get up. "No wait!" Oscar also stands up and grabs my hand. He turns me around so I face him. My body is now pressed against his and I can't really do anything else than look at him and keep pressing the towel on my chest. His eyes are so blue. His skin is so perfect! His jawline... I just wanna lick it... And his hair! I wanna go through it with my fingers. And I want to kiss those beautiful lips. Which is what I do. Well actually he is coming down to kiss me and I react to it but that's basically the same thing... Right? Right!

So there we are. Kissing in the living room. I'm Not sure if I should call it 'kissing'. We're making out. I totally forgot about the fact that I'm naked. Again. Why do these things always have to happen when I'm naked? Maye I'm irresistible then...
Oscar gently pecks my lips with his. It's no as heated as last time. This time he seems to want to apologize for all the pain he has caused me. So he gives me what I need. Him. His tongue is now entering my mouth and I sigh. I've missed him so much. But this is exactly why I didn't want to see him. Because I knew I'd crack. His hands have moved to my hair and are now cuddled up in it. Fuck it! I think and the towel falls. It falls and with it my dignity.

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Within seconds Oscar has lost his cloths and we are in his room. That's right! His! Not mine! I don't even recognize how it looks. He throws me on his bed and only stops kissing me to take off his shirt. Then he is over me. His lips connect with mine again and I get hornier with every move. His lips move down to my breasts. Again it's a new experience to feel lips on the part of my body that no one has ever touched before. He sucks in my left nipple and I moan. My body moves up against his. Then he moves the the other side where he does the same thing. My reaction to it is even stronger. Then he goes on to walk his lips down my body my hands cuddled up in his hair. He reaches my lady parts and I almost want to stop him, when his mouth arrives at my clit. He sucks it in and I let out a slight scream of pleasure. Instantly his mouth is gone. "Are you OK?" I hear him say and I swear in german. "Wow! No need to get violent!" He chuckles.
"Just keep going!" I press out between my teeth. Then he's back. His lips I mean. "You're so wet!" He mumbles surprised. Maybe he doesn't know how much I'm really into him?
"Oscar!" I moan and like its a codeword, his tongue starts surrounding my clit quickly.
"Oscar I need you!" I let out between moans.
I feel him smile with his mouth not moving away.
"I need you!" I moan again. "I know love! You've said that." He mumbles.
"No! Oscar I need you in me!" I groan and he looks up. "You don't mean that..." He says unbelieving.
"Do I look like I'm joking?" I snap frustrated because he stopped his doing. "No you look beautiful!" Oscar smiles and then he's back with his face over mine. "Are you sure?" He smiles at me and I see his love for me in his eyes. If it's not another trick. But I don't care. I want it and that's what counts. I nod quickly before I change my mind. "Well then..." His lips crash back onto mine. I wrap my arms around his neck to pull him closer to me. I feel his length just in front of my entrance. I am about to loose my virginity when...