saved by grayson

chapter 1

Michelles point of view (pov)

Bang, bam, clunk, I was being thrown up against a locker again by my bullies. Here is a little of what happened. In 6th grade I moved to jersey, I used to live in California. I miss it there always warm, all my friends, painless. *sighs* I wish it got easier. Here I am a 11th grader with bullies. I live with my dad and step mom. My step mom hits me every now and then. My dad just watches and laughs. He lost all love and faith in me. I miss the old dad I miss my mom. She died of cancer in 5th grade. That's why we moved. Ugh. I wish she was here to tell me it is gonna be alright. Hell I wouldn't be in this situation if she did die. It's Thursday. Ugh 5:00. I got out of bed and went to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and thought what's wrong with me, why am I so fat, how can I live my life the way I'm living, *big sigh*. I'm gonna win this battle. I got in the shower washed my redish orange hair got out blow dried it and straightened it. It was now 5:45 I have 30 minutes. I went to my closet and got white booty shorts out and a donut do it shirt out. (Don't know if that is a real shirt lol) I put mascara on and went down stairs. I looked at the time it was 7:10 I thought eating is just gonna make me fatter. I'll just skip it why not. I walked out my house and walked to school. On my way I got rude comments from some of my bullies from school. Ugh why, how, what did I do wrong to them. They need to like chill man. I walked into school and attempted to go to my locker when crash, smash, swish. I was slammed into my locker and my papers went everywhere. Beep. Saved by the bell thank goodness. I shakily got up of the floor, getting laughs as I walked to 1 period. Skip to lunch. There I was sitting alone. No lunch got to keep my figure right. I decided to walk outside, because we can do that. When I was walking outside. BAM someone slammed into me. Making me fall over on the ground. Oh look it is luke.

"What do you want?"

"Not you, your just and ugly slut! *laughs*"

"Why thanks but I don't care about your opinion, because it's not true."

"What did you say?"

"Nothing" I said under my breath.

"Thought so."

I just got up and walked away lunch was basically over. Skip till end of the day. I was walking to my locker when I tripped over a foot. Laughs were heard all around the school probably. Luke and his gang all around me.

"Look the weakling?"

"I'm not weak, I just don't fight back!"

"Ugly, slut, whore, fat, worthless." People were just shouting names at me. It sucked. They beat me and then left. I walked home and just lay down in bed. I couldn't take this I went to my bathroom, took out my razor, and sliced my wrist 27 times. 17 times for my age, and 10 times for the endless problems I have. After a 1 hour of crying I cleaned up everything. Lay back down in bed and closed my eyes just thought how I could make tomorrow better.