Letters. [S.M]

Introduction.

Nina's Point Of View.

I sat down, exhaling. My mind was blank, and I felt dead inside. I missed him. His voice, his laugh, his smile, him. It killed me that he had been away so long, on tour with Camilla. Lord knows as well as I do what they have been doing.

I reached forward and started recording. My breaths were sharp as I began, "Hey guys. I don't know if you care or not, but I can't stand to be here any longer. I was here. I love you all, goodbye." I started crying, and I shut my computer off.

I sat for a moment, staring at out photos together. Two years gone, all because of her. But who was she to blame? She was perfect. Had the looks, money, fame, personality, and body. She sang like an angel, oh an not to mention she had the sweetest perspective on things.

I pulled out the letter I had written Shawn a day before, and read it over. I walked to my stair case, before grabbing onto the railing. My knees were shaking and my vision was blurry. I finally made it down the stairs, and headed into the kitchen.

I set the letter on the counter as tear drops fell on it, soon after dropping to the floor crying. All that was in my mind was him. My heart was literally broken, I had a million emotions burning like a flame inside me, and I missed being hugged.

I ran back upstairs tripping once or twice, finally making it into my bathroom. I stared at my reflection in the mirror before anger took over, causing me to punch my mirror. "Fuck you Shawn!" I yelled,as I grabbed a bottle of prescription.

Do you miss me like I miss you? , were the words stuck in my head. I couldn't understand.
I loved him, I love him. I thought he loved me, but you don't cheat on people you love. Ever.

   I poured the pills into my mouth and swallowed them with water. I sat down on my cold tiled floor, as I heard an angelic voice.

   "I'm home princess!" Shawn.

   My vision blurred as my head ached, and my body trembled. The door slammed open, "Goodbye Shawn. R-Read my letter." were my last words.
So guys! This is the last/First chapter. When I update the book again, then that will be the beginning of how it got to this. So enjoy, I hope you like where the story heads.