Life Can Be Beautiful - Dan Howell xReader Imagine Thingy

OMG THERE ARE ACTUAL THINGS HAPPENING IN THIS CHAPTER WHAAAAT?! (by FOB)

Dan's p.o.v.:

Pj stayed to edit and upload the video. When he left it was already quite late since uploading things to youtube takes hours x.x

9.00pm

"(Y/N)!!" I shout sitting in my browsing position on my bed "Yea?" "Can you come here for a moment?" She groans "What's it?" she asks standing in the door way. gosh she looks beautiful "You're still wearing my jumper!... and it suits you better than me ffs!" I laugh and she blushes "that's not what i was calling you for though" I say petting the spot beside me, for her to join me. She hesitates but lies down next to me eventually. "wanna watch the video we filmed today?" I ask looking at her expectantly. "sure" she says, resting her head on my shoulder.

When Pj swirls her around in the video i tense up and instinctively grab (y/n)'s hand causing her to jump a bit "what the hell was that for dickhead?!" she asks shying away. "hmm? oh, sorry, i... seriously, i didn't mean to.. I'm sorry I really am. I just can't handle... uhm, forget what i said, forget that i did this, just.. I'm sorry okay, please don't be mad..." "huh?" she looks at me confused. "why would i be mad at you? I could never be mad at you, you dork" she says messing my hair. "i was just shocked that's all" she lies back down on my shoulder and entangles her fingers with mine making my heart beat faster.

When the video is over she gets up and I immediately miss her warmth against me."I'll go make myself some tea, want some?" she asks. "No I'm fine... uhm... (y/n)?" "yeah?" she answers. "Wanna sleep on the couch again tonight or in my bed?" "I think the couch'll do" "Are you sure? I don't want you to have nightmares again." "I'll be fine and if I'm not I'll come to you, okay?" "fine"

(Y/N)'s p.o.v.:

I enter the kitchen to find Phil eating some cereals cereals at half past ten in the evening...fair enough! "I'll make myself a cup of tea, want some?" I ask. "Yeah sure" he says. I fix two cups for us and sit down next to him. "the video today was fun wasn't it?" I say to break the silence. "It WAS!! Nice drawing skills by the way" Phil says with that bright smile of his. "Thanks! I'd say the same about you, but that would just be a lie, sorry" "I know I'm terrible at drawing. Can i ask you something?" "yeah,.. I guess" I say a bit unsure. "do you like dan?" I can feel me cheeks heat up GOSH I must look like a freaking tomato "uhm, well.. yea of course I do, I mean, why wouldn't I" I stutter. Phil smirks, obviously happy with my reaction "because I'm certain, he likes you, too" he says. "Did he tell you or do you just assume that he does?" "Well, he didn't explicitely tell me, but... personally I think it's quite obvious that he likes you" "what do you mean?" I ask confused. "first of all he cares about you... a lot, he really does! also did you see the jealousy in his eyes when he saw you and Pj getting along so well today" I look at him not sure how to react. "hmm okay.. if you say so" "AAAAAND you're still wearing his jumper" he laughs. I give him half a smile and get up. "I think I'll get ready for bed now, I'm actually quite tired" I say stretching my limbs. "How come?! You and dan didn't get out of bed until 2pm!" "Oh shut up" I say leaving the kitchen. sooo where did i put my pyjamas? uhhh right, they're probably still in dan's room!

"daaaaan" I say heading towards his room. "huh?" he asks when i get there. "do you have any idea where i put my pyjamas?" "uhhm, no, should I?" "naah it's fine" "You can wear one of my shirts though.. i mean if you want to" he says. "Can I????" I say sounding more excited than I intend to. Dan gets up and hands me a dan&phil shop shirt. "HASHTAG SPON" I laugh. "Twat" he says grinning "ugh thanks for those nice words, dear" I retort making my way to the bathroom to get ready for bed.

- time skip -

"GOOD NIGHT YOU TWO!" I shout "Good night" they answer. I lie down on the couch and fall asleep.

I'm suddenly in Dan's room. I see him and run over to him. He doesn't seem to notice me though. "Hey jerk" I say laughing. no answer. "what the hell, what's wrong?". no answer. "Phil, what do you think? when's (y/n) finally going to leave?" he shouts walking out of his room to the lounge to join Phil on the couch. I follow him. "Don't know, she's such a burden, right?" Phil says matter-of-factly. I feel tears forming in my eyes. "Exactly! and she actually thinks I like her. God this girl is annoying" I cover my ears and scream "STOP IT!! JUST STOP IT, PLEASE"

"Hey, (y/n)! (y/n)! Are you alright? what's wrong?" I feel some one shaking me softly. I open my eyes and see dan looking extremely concerned. thank god it was just a dream I fling my arms around his neck and just let the tears flow. "Hey it was just a dream" dan says petting my back trying to comfort me. "whatever happened isn't real. wanna tell me about it over in my room?" I nod and follow him in his room. I sit down on his bed next to him.

"so what did you dream that made you cry so much?" dan asks. "It's.. it's stupid really.." "Just tell me" he says, giving me a warm smile. "well,.. uhm, I wasn't physically present in the dream, it was more like i was just an observer or something.. Anyways, uhm.. you and Phil had a conversation and you talked about how much of a burden I am and that I'm annoying, things like that" Dan's expression changes from being concerned to being hurt. He wraps his arms around me "oh god.. (y/n).. don't you ever think about something like that again" he pulls away lookingme right in the eyes "You're not a burden and you're far from anoying! You're really important to me, okay? Promise me that you'll never froget that, okay" "okay" I say nodding and feel another tear rolling down my cheek. Dan immediately wipes it away with his sleeve. "And please don't cry no more, I hate to see you like this." he says and I give him a weak smile. "Dan?" I ask. "yeah?" "I..." I take a deep breath "I think I'm falling in love with you..."
I immediately regret to have said that. I close my eyes and cover my face with my hands. I feel my hands being removed from my face and Dan's dry but kinda soft lips press against mine. I move my hands up to his neck and feel his arms wrap around me pulling me closer. I smile against his lips and he pulls away. I look at his chocolate brown eyes and smile brightly. "I love you, too" Dan says resting his forehead against mine.

I'm bored and i have hollidays, so here you go another part! :D