PaNi OS- Its Complicated

Helloooooooo people. I m back with another OS. This is on my second favorite scene episode 90-91.i love those episodes episode. They wer simply something else.PaNi slayed it. I thought this might have happened. Purely my imagination. Hope u all will enjoy this. And sorry in advance if you feel offending because of anything mentioned in OS.
Parth at his place. At night

The last scene we shot together was the jungle scene. And while shooting we both went over board. I take all the responsibility it was my fault. I was being stupid. I should have controlled my feelings i shouldn't have pushed her to dat extend that. Bt it was nt my fault also i just cnt control my feelings wen i m around her. She has the power to drives me crazy. I m running away from my feelings. I m running away from her. Hmmmm At least i m trying. But when we are supposed to do intimate scene i become parth samthaan. I cnt pretend their and creating alots of problems off lately. For me and for her also. Mannnn why this is so complicated. Why my life is so complicated. I m pissed with myself. I switched off the lights n slept because too much of thinking was driving me crazy.

Niti at night. At place.

Daily before sleeping dis thought comes in my mind that why OUR lives r soooo complicated. Hmmm OUR se i mean parth and me. I m completely not able to understand him n not able to understand myself too. While doing scenes he is one different personality and when scene got cut he is completely different person. And i. I m not able to understand myself. How can i let him do whatever he want to. When we are together we make simple script to one different script written by us n obviously directed by him but question is how can i let him do dat. I daily think this n still like always i Dont have ny answer of the question. Better to switch off the lights n sleep. Its gonna b long day tomorrow as we have to face each other again.

Parth's POV

woke up in the morning went to gym. Get ready for shoot n left home. Switched on the radio and bang on this is what i needed. Zehnaseeb playing. And even before reaching sets i m in mess. Switched off the radio n rest of his journey i just concentrated on driving.reached sets n it was all quite. Only setting people were setting the set. No1 from the cast was der.i went on sets met shashank sir and then went into the vanity. Even guys were not their after 15mins AD came and give me the script. He told me dat today they gonna shoot random scenes as they have episode bank.
Wen he was leaving i called him. "sir whose shoot is today as no1 came yet"

He replied. "As of now you have one scene with niti and so rest of the cast will come a little late today" and he left

Woah brilliant. Though i wanted these. I wanted a scene with her alone because i wanted to apologize for my behavior but then this is not what i wanted.only the two of us on set. But all of a sudden question popped in my mind. Is she came on set yet? No sound of music. Generally when she use to b alone she use to listen to the music. I got down of the vanity to check. N there she comes but i noticed that something is not ok wid her. She was looking down. She looked towards me and I ran back to my vanity. 20min passed still no sound of music. Something was seriously wrong and obviously reason has to be me. Every problem in her life is because of me off lately. She has changed now. No more that bubbly chirpy niti because i messed it up. I changed her n dis time for bad. Samthaan just calm down n read script everything will b alright. I rubbed palm over my face sat on the couch n start reading first scene.

It was like nandini is going to trap harshad. But before that manik stopped her in the corridor. Reason was random its just that manik has hurt Nandini n she is not talking to manik which is killing him from inside.