28/5/13 part 2

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by Clmsgal2

by Clmsgal2

Dear friend,

I can't do anything without crying now.

Today in school, I was stalking Rose because I was messing about.

She went into the toilet so I followed her. She started trying to pick a fight, then she said something, which actually made me feel like self-harming again, I never would, but If I didn't make a promise, I probably would've.

She said 'Why don't you just go back to Brad, Dick, harry and Drake' (two drakes)

Eleanor said something like 'oh, she brought it'

And I went 'no, she means the other one.'

She said 'no, I meant both'

That's when I wanted to die. I said 'you win.' And walked towards the door.

She started cheering and like 'YES! FINALLY'

No one knew that as soon as I went out of that door I cried, so hard.

I had to hide it. I wanted to die. Like, properly die.

And the tear stung my cut, which made me remember about the fight I had because of her.

Only a friend would know why it hurt so much, though.

I swear to god! I can't even finish this letter with out crying.

She crossed the line. I can put up with Brad and all. I can put up with the constant slabbering. I can put up with the feeling that my old best friend is bullying me. I can put up with her telling EVERYONE.

But, I cracked.

Love always,

Emma xx