He saved me

Chapter 1

Walking down the big rowed, all I saw was these big lights. My vision was blurry but I had to keep on walking. I've been running for hours now, I couldn't anymore. My leg hurt, my eyes were burning, I felt like they were red cause I didn't stop crying for help, it felt like hell.

The silence was killing me. All I could hear was my heart beats and my heavy breathing.

*flashback*

I had to go, I was getting beaten everyday by this monster I had to call DAD..

My mom died when I was 5. Since her death everything has changed. My dad hasn't stop drinking and he would come back "home" late from god knows where. The worst part is that he would come back angry and start to bite me and call me a worthless bitch.

He would constantly tell me that I ruined his life.

I started cutting at 14 years old, I'm 18 now and nothing has change. I was the same, depressed and hurt.

I stopped going to school at 8 years old cause HE quit his job and spend half of the money by going to the pubs to drink and play poker.

I was always terrified that he would come back and kill me. But to be honest I would prefer to die then live this life. Maybe I could see my mom again..

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*still flashback*

Getting up, it was 5am. He still wasn't here. Thank god. I don't want to see him.

Going towards the bathroom, I heard the door close, the bottle of vodka slammed against the wall.

Taking a deep breath, I was so scared.. I instantly froze. All I kept on thinking was running away but I couldn't.. Every time I I tried he would catch me and tell me " if you ever try to run away from me again I will cut you into pieces and make you regret you ever did !! " the words repeating in my head non stop.

He was never like this. Until the day of my moms death. He got so angry that he would take it all on me. Obviously.

Oh my god, he's coming!! Swallowing my saliva, stepping out of the bathroom, he pulled me in and pushed me on the wall and stated to punch me. I couldn't punch him away.. he was to strong for me.

He punch me repeatedly on the stomach, i was yelling and crying the whole time " please stop !! Please !! Please !! "

" shut the fuck up you little worthless bitch !! She died because of you !! I'm going to make you pay for it until the day you die !!!! "

He finally went out and shut the door on my face. I was still crying.

I was on the floor holding my stomach, my arms wrapped around my waist

It hurt so much.

I slowly got up, and went back in the bathroom, looking at my self in the mirror I had bruises everywhere. Im ugly and worthless.. His right I am.

Taking the raiser and started cutting myself, I held the pain in, tears were streaming down my face

Pilling my cloth of, I was now in the shower

My cuts were kind of hurting but I didn't really care, I'm broken either way, Inside and out.

*after the bath*

I had to run away, I'm 18 now

Even tho I don't know where but I had to and I was going to.

*end of flashback*