A Life Worth Living

The Beginning

I never slept in this late usually Angel, Summer, and Arrow wake me up at like 4:30 or so just to bug the shit out of me and it works. I looked over and read the clock it was 6:55 "oh come on I have five minutes to get ready" I jumped out of bed and picked one of my favorite outfits. Which is black leggings with my goth skirt is what people call it and my falling in reverse shirt. Yes I love my bands and no one mocks me or they get one hell of a scare. Almost everyone that isn't in my group at school is scared of me I know right cool. My sisters, yes we are quadruplets and we all look nothing alike well me and Arrow look alike while Summer and Angel look alike.
As I was saying my sisters are the only ones that are not scared of me other then my goth friends. I know what you must be thinking wait your goth who is goth, my answer me bitch that's who. I checked the clock again time to go and I made it new record good for me. I run downstairs grab my black veil brides backpack and and apple for breakfast and bolt out the door. As I suspected my sisters were all there. Another thing about me I hate communication with my sisters but have to survive just because they live with me.
Right as I get to the bus stop the boys there just stare at me and I remember I completely forgot about doing my makeup for today "damn it" I say aloud. The boys just sit there laughing and my sisters join in. Another good thing to know about me is that I am used to people doing that to me but sometimes I just blow up at them. I didn't feel like it. Anyways one of the boys are called Claus and I can smell something fishy about him. Oh yes I completely forgot about that to god I am not myself today. I am a special kind of person which is called a werewolf yes so are my sisters and my parents are the Alphas of my pack we are called the Shadow Blood Pack only because we have a reputation we can't break. That is we kill people usually in the shadows but I have never killed anyone at all. Another feature about me is I have black hair.
Our wolves are about a week old now since our birthday was a week ago you only get tour wolf when you turn the rightful age of 16 that's right 16 years of patience just to meet our wolves, believe me it's no fun. My wolves name is Death it suits her well I mean she is my wolf what do you expect. She is pure black with icy blue eyes that give you the shivers the first time I saw her I was even getting shivers because of her beauty and the eyes that draw you in and you feel like your soul is getting taken its weird to explain but you get it right.
Well that's about it to tell you for now anyways the bus is here. I climbed on the bus and everyone turned away. I love the effect I have on everyone. I went to my usual seat in the back and put in my ear buds and start listening to my music yes a whole bunch of bands you probably don't have a clue about. The bus ride was longer then usual so I assumed we had to get a few other stops for a bus that wasn't there or something like that. I look around and realize I have my own seat but no one else does and then of course there is one more person that needs a seat. He walks up and asks me if he can sit I slowly move my stuff and let him sit. I bet this feels awkward for him like it would with anyone else. He turns to me and asks "so what's your name?" I look at him and reply "I'm Destiny and you are?" He makes eye contact and says "my names Sam and it'd nice to meet you although that name doesn't suit your appearance at all" I just look at him and whisper "you could call me Death if you want it's a good name suiting my appearance" he just nods. We sat there in silence for the rest of the ride.
Hey I have something interesting that happened today I met a new person which happens rarely. I laugh to myself and Sam looks at me "what are you laughing at death?" Damn it again I spoke out instead of in my brain again I have a major problem with that "oh nothing I was just thinking of something" he smiles "which would be?" Damn this guy asks to much questions "a quote I just remembered" I hope that works "what quote?" Oh shit now I have to think of one "fine here it is, normal people don't know how beautiful the darkness is" I smile and he does to. God this guy is weird and different from the others. "What other quotes do you have?" Ok this guy obviously does not know who he is talking to but I do love quotes they are amazing. "Ok let's see hmm, oh here's one, My head is a dark place" he laughs "I don't think it is your to sweet for that" I fell hot on my face oh shit no am I blushing this can't be happening. "Do you even know who you are dealing with?" I decide to ask him, I wait for a reply then I get one "yup only the most feared girl in school that everyone has shivers when she is around" I had to smile "hell yes that's me" he laughs "well if it wasn't who else would it be." It was my turn to laugh "how about you tell me a quote since I told you a few" he looks me in the eyes "I love the darkness in your eyes" oh my jinx he is making me blush I've never had this happen before.
We just sit there staring into each others eyes. I hate to lose but those blue eyes of his are so beautiful and hard to look at for awhile so I finally looked away and I could see him smirk to himself "finally lose to someone huh my little piece of darkness" I blushes more "are you flirting with me huh bad boy" I already knew he was the bad boy of the school "damn right I am" he didn't deny it wow my mind is blown it was my turn to smirk fine if I can't be the dominant one I will just win a quote contest he can't know that much.
"Someone's thinking of something what is it?" I smirked more then began with the quote contest "the woods are lovely, dark and deep but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I fall asleep" I finish and wait for his reply "oh your on, and she finally gave up dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself I can't do this anymore." He smirked thinking he won but it's going to take a lot more then that.
My turn again "welcome to my nightmare I think your gonna like it i think your gonna feel you belong" he nodded and now it was his turn "I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horrors in light" he winks but it's my turn no one has ever beat me in quote wars so he wasn't going to be the first "darkness is my playground I call it home" short and simple let's see what other one he does "don't get to close it's dark inside its where my demons hide" damn he is good but not as good as me "and a soul as black as hell" he smiles at me "darling you've fucked up" oh shit that was an actual quote we are still going. "I stay home alone listen to music and think to much" I smirk at him he smirks back "it's odd how something so dark can be so beautiful" I can't lose "don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your own shadow leaves you when your in darkness" Is this bus ride just getting really long oh wait we are broken down wait when did that happen oh well.
He looks into my eyes "nighttime my time" well that was short my turn "the roses have wilted the roses are dead the demons run circles round and round in my head" I smile because that is so true "my mind is like a tunnel the further you go into it the darker it gets" god this is gonna go on for forever but I need to win "not all scars show not all wounds heal sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels" oh hey look we are transferring to a different bus yay not.
We all got off the bus and Sam followed me he wasn't willing to lose either "she has cuts on her wrists she keeps it quiet and gave a damn about it" ouch that one kinda hurt but not really I just need to get revenge "I think he's trying to express both fighting and love" that one will get him at least I think "I give you my heart" oh come on he really knows his quotes "how can you understand me when I don't understand myself" guess what I know my quotes to "if you could read my mind I'm pretty sure you'd be traumatized for life" Ok calm down you can beat him it's just a challenge you need to face to move back to your normal life "someday someone will love the fuck out of you" I was not ready for that one at all but I am not giving up "I'm the definition of insanity" I have never lost.
He won't win I hope he knows this "wouldn't it be nice if it was just you and i" I swear if he keeps going on with this I'm gonna die "I don't even know what's wrong with me anymore" he paused for a second but then he got an idea I saw it in his eyes "I hope one day you have the courage to run away from everything that makes you miserable" Ok I'm almost out of quotes I'm gonna lose "all I want it blackness blackness and silence" good one I think I made eye contact with him but found he was staring back at me "when people hate on you it's because you've got something they want" that was kind of sweet "maybe I'm just to fucking complicated for anyone to love" I had to say that "sometimes following your heart means losing you mind" yeah he is definately flirting "I really want to talk to someone about my thoughts and feelings but I can't" hey we are at school and no one has won yet oh shit.
He notices we are at school and just smirks he knows Someone's gotta give up "sometimes the darkness knows what I feel" did he really just use that "I can't sleep because it's to wet" I can relate to that one "legend says when you can't sleep at night it's because tour awake in someone's dreams" he is getting to flirty with quotes "I didn't chose to be like this" he better give up because we are now off the bus walking with each other trying to win "so many tears for nothing" he is trying to win I can tell "alive at night" we walk through the doors and I see everyone staring at me and him "you need a doctor baby you scared" I realize this is gonna go on forever.
I will end it "the madness got you to" he just laughed "tell me this is going to work" I just remembered a perfect one to end this with "I just want to die" he growled literally and it was in that instant I realized he was just like me a werewolf "so now you have finally realized it huh" I hear him but the first thing that slips from my mouth is "I win" and with that I walked away.
The day continued as normal until I saw him again.

(A/n: authors note hehe)
There you go the first chapter of the book sorry about all the quotes I thought of the idea and started writing where my mind told me to go and yes Sam is a real person he is one of my ex's but I still like him like fucking serious with all of u right now hehe anyways vote comment and follow lolz the other chapters might take awhile to get just because my friends have to write their introduction god they take forever but I don't judge so I will patiently wait and again I hope u liked the first chapter YAY
- Syd