Life as I know it

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Hi this might suck. Its my frist story about love,hate, and life. so please tell me how it is :)Life. i have always thought of the mean,but never full understood it.i still don't and proabaly never will , but i learned one thing if try to figure out the meaning of life you will waste your life. haha i am really deep person, well thats what my friends say..okay here we go

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Home at last. Headphones in, world off. I look down as a tear rolls down my cheek. Another bad day. Thoughts come. Rushing through my head of today. The people I see telling me whats wrong with me, like I can see. Call me cliche, but words hurt. Don't try to tell me that they don't, because they do. Haven't I heard it enough time after time? I know I am worthless and no one likes me or will care. I don't care. Just stop saying them. They hurt more and more

each day. Just stop. Please stop.

I look out the window to see a bird on a tree. It's as free as can be. It can go anywhere at anytime; been all over without a care in the world. I hear pounding feet coming from the stairs. I quickly run to the bathroom and clean up as my little sisters rush in and give me hug.

I say,"I love you."

"I love you too," they both say almost at the same time.

they run away to go play. i go back into the bathroom and look at myself closly. 

"there right" i wishpire 

I exmaine my self. I haveblue eyes,stright dark brown hair at the top and it fades in to blonde,athltic body becuase i used to dance, but i quit,and braces. A.ka Ugly. i turnn away and hear load yelling.Not again my sister run in crying.

"there fighting again" Jada crys out

shes my beautiful 6 year old little sister

"make them stop" Rain  begs

she  my beautiful 4 year old sister 

"i will try" i say with a little sigh 

i run down stairs to see my dad yelling at my mom for not haveing dinner down. shes crying say sorry.he hits her i flench 

"STOP!" I yell he turns to me and hits me. i hit him back and pushes him. 

"what did you just do!" he yells at me

"hit you, dont touch my mom! I HATE YOU!" I yell as i run upstairs. 

"go in you room and pack your things." i tell my sister as i get out my suitcase and start packing my things

"okay" they say as the run out 

i finsh packing and then take my things to there room. i laugh seeing them try to put all of there stuffed animals into there bags.

"sillys we are only to be gone for a day."

I hurry to my moms room and pack her things. Than my sisters and I slowly sneak out the back door. We run into the forest and find a spot far from the house i set up a tent and leave the stuff there and my sister

"I will be right back.stay here and don't move.I am going to go get mommy."

they nod there heads in agreement. i run to the house and sneak my mom out and take her to the spot.i can see in her eyes that she already feel safe.

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i am sorry for any spelling or grammer mistakes. I just got back from cheer pratice so, i dont have lots of time to write i will try to write everyday. okay thank you and sorry.

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⏰ Last updated: May 29, 2013 ⏰

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