Fades Scars (short story)
I cut my self.My parents found out.Now they don't trust me anymore..I still do it ..When I think I really need to.Three days ago I was thinking about killing my self.Something stopped me but I hav no idea what.I told a couple of my friends..They told me I was a crazy bitch..And then I told my boy best friend Ethan and he told me: Look I know life's hard I've been through hell and back and I know life's hard and cutting is one thing but commuting suicide is something that if u choose to do it once and god doesn't save u from it then THATS it it's all over all those years u could have spent trying to make it better all go away all ur friends and family lose you and I don't want to lose you your really cool and a good friend and it means alot that u told me but really it all gets better..
That made me feel a lot better and that he cared.He was the only one out off the five people I told who said something like that the others were being snobby and mean..
But the day I thought about killing my self I told one of my best friend I was thinking about it and then she told me I was stupid,crazy,fat,ugly and more..I told her that's one of the reason why I want to b/c of you.And she didn't care it just made me feel even worse..
I still think of doing it but I just don't know..
Please no hate.. ~FadedScars..
