The Teacher

20

"This is some bullshit." I whispered to myself as I stood in front of the door.

"Baby...Baby... I know you in there...I'm sorry..." He banged on the door.

"Go away!" I shouted

"No baby... I'm not leaving until you open this door."

"Well you gon be out there forever... I'm not opening this door."

"Baby...I'm sorry....I know I fucked but I need you. I still love you"

"You don't need me. Go fuck your little boyfriend!"

"He's dead. Baby he got aids" I gasped and covered my mouth in disgust.

"Baby I'm sorry. Please let me in so we can talk." I sighed and shook my head as the tears ran down my face. I heard footsteps and I turned around to see Aaron Standing there . He came over to me and kissed my cheek.

"Ima leave." He said

"No.. Don't leave." I pleaded as more tears ran down my face.

"You need to take care of this. Call me when you-"

"WHO YOU TALKING TO? YOU GOT A NEW NIGGA?" He banged on the door some more and started screaming and begging me to open the door. Aaron disappeared upstairs and walked out the back door.  I wiped my eyes and covered up my naked body and opened the door. There stood a high -looking Felix with his hands in his pockets and his eyes blood shot red. His hair was all over his head and looked dirty.

"Baby." He reached out his hand but I backed up. He narrowed his eyes at me and stumbled into the house.

"I knew you'll let me in." He said stumbling over his words a little. He looked around.

"The house look different... Why you change-" he instantly passed out. I looked at his body as I shook my head in disgust as I pulled his body up the stairs and into my room. I started a hot bath for him and stripped his  clothes off piece by piece. I know I shouldn't be doing this after all the shit he put me through but let's not forget that he's my husband.. Well ex.. And we've been married for 20 years. I lifted up his heavy ass and placed him in the hot water.

I took a clean wash cloth and some soap and washed him up. A few tears ran down my face as I did so. My love for him was starting to come back. Did I still love him? I hoped not. I was now with Aaron and he showed me so much. But now that Felix is back in my life I don't know what to think. After I was done washing him I dried him off and found a pair of shorts and socks. I put him into my bed and covered him with the covers. I lightly kissed his forehead and exited the room.

2 hours later

"Hey." A light voice said from behind me. I turned around and smiled.

"Hey." He rubbed his head and took a deep breath.

"Thank you for washing me up. I appreciate that."

"Yeah...No problem." I said and looked at him.

"Um.. I made you some food. It's in the fridge." He smiled and made his way to the fridge. 

"Damn Jewel... You didn't have to do all that. I'm glad you still remembered." I had made him baked chicken, spinach and baked beans, his favorite meal. He sat at the table and began smashing. I poured a cup of lemonade and handed it to him.

"Thanks." He said and swallowed. I sat across from him and waited until he had finished eating so we could talk. He pushed his plate to the side and cleared his throat.

"I missed his Jewel. And what I did was fucked up. I cheated on you and I hurt you and I'm just so ashamed of myself . I love you and I want us to start our relationship o-"

"You're moving to fast. Did you forget? I fucking loved you and you treated me like shit. You did me dirty. How do you think I'm just gon forgive like nothing happen. It takes a lot of balls to do that and I don't have enough."

"I know baby.. I know I messed up but I need you in my life. I miss waking up to you-"

"Waking up to me? Are you insane? You were barely here!" I yelled at him.

"Can I finish please? I miss making love to you, I miss everything and I need you. I know you missed me." He said with a hint of hope on his voice. I'm not going to lie I did miss him but I'm over him now. I have Aaron.

"I did miss you" I said. He smiled and grabbed my hand. "But I have someone new now" I pulled my hand away form him. He frowned and stood up.

"You telling me you found a new nigga? What's this niggas name? Does he fuck you like I do? Has he met the kids yet?" He was throwing all these questions at me. I could tell he was pissed off.

"You're my lady! What the-"

"WRONG! I'm someone else's lady."

"You know what? You're full of shit. How can you just forget about me like we didn't have history!"

"Are you blaming this on me now? I did nothing to your filthy ass! I treated you like a fucking King and this is how you fucking repay me? And then you got the nerve to say I'm full of shit. I should have never even let you in my house! I fucking gave you a fucking bath and washed your dirty ass up and gave you some food. I'm the one that did that shit! You were the one that came here to MY house begging and crying to me like a fucking child! You know what... Get the fuck out of my house!" I said pointing to the door.

"Your kicking me out my own house?"

"WRONG again! My house... Did you forget... AGAIN! You moved out." He balled up his fists and stared at me.

"I wish I could fuck you up"

"Sorry... Somebody has already done that" I smirked at him and he clenched his jaw.

"You'll be sorry Jewel." He said before getting up and leaving. Seconds later he came back in.

"Where my clothes at?" Dumb ass nigga.