Relationship Status: HIDDEN (DARAGON)

RS:H 59

A/N: Mian for the long lost. =) So, who enjoyed MAMA? Yie~ ❤

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Jiyong's POV

I just don't know what's happening anymore. I finally set my love free. It hurts like hell! Para kong mamamatay.

But it would hurt me more to see her crying and hurting everyday. Mas hindi ko kayang matiis yon. I just don't know that she's suffering. Wala kong alam. I thought were perfect. Akala ko ayos na, hindi pala.

It's so fucking hard of letting her go but I'm left with no choice. She doesn't want me. She cries because of me. She's suffering because of me. Ayoko ng madagdagan yon. Just how could I be so fucking dense? Ba't di ko man lang nahalata na ayaw nya na sakin? Na nagbago na sya? Bakit para sakin hindi naman ganon?

"Fuck!" Sigaw ko bago ibato yung baso na may lamang hard drink.

Halos basagin ko na lahat ng baso dito sa bahay. Yes I'm on my house malapit sa Han River. Ayoko sa dorm, probably the four would stop me.

I cried my heart out.

Every days would suck as hell ngayong wala na sya sakin!

I feel so incomplete.

Yung tipong hindi ko na makikita ang mukha nya araw araw. The fuck! Yung ngiti nya. Ang ngiti ng baby girl ko! Deputa.

"AAAAAAAAAH!" I screamed before smashing another batch of figurines and some expensive wines.

Ayoko na! How could life be so cruel?!

Napasalampak ako ng upo sa sahig. My knuckles are bleeding. I should be feeling the pain of it pero wala akong maramdaman! Mas nananaig yung sakit ng puso ko. Ang sakit! I love her but she doesn't love me anymore!

"AAAAAAAAAAAH!" I screamed with full of irritation and hurt. I sobbed like a baby.

Please let me have my baby girl back. Please.

Ibinaon ko ang ulo ko sa mga tuhod ko. Ang sakit sakit. Para kong sinasaksak ng ilang beses.

Akala ko di na darating yung gantong pangyayari. I've been devastated but now... I feel so numb.

"Oh my Gosh! What happened in here?"

Napaangat ang tingin ko at nakita ko si Kiko.

What is she doing in here?!

Lumapit sya sakin at alalang alala ang mukha nya.

"What happened? You're knuckles, it's bleeding... omygosh!" She exclaimed saka hinawakan ang kamao ko.

I want to speak and ask her what the fucking hell is she doing in here but my lips won't move. I'm so tired. I'm a big time mess!

"Ji... what happened?" She asked me.

Imbis na sumagot ako ay ibinaon ko ang mukha ko sa tuhod ko at don umiyak. All I can do is cry. Hanggang dun na lang ako.

I felt a warm hug wrapped around me. I've been praying for a thousand times na sana yakapin ulit ako ni Dara.

But that won't happened anymore.

"Ssshhh... stop crying babe. I'm here. You're not alone." Kiko said while hugging me.

I want to push her but I don't have any strength to do that. My strength has already depleted, I feel so weak.

Instead, I let Kiko hug me and I just imagined that Dara's arms are the one wrapping around me.