I Thought My Life was Over...

Soo how should i begin?!

Well my mum and i lived in Texas now and we were living with her ex boyfriend! From day one when i first moved in he seemed okay to live with. But him and my mum would Always fight!! Which i Hated because my mum didn't do anything wrong! Anyways He ended up cheating on her! like twice..he was very short tempered and yelling or lying all the time!! It pissed both of us off! But that's not the worse part...he was threatening that he would kick us out!! Me and my mum couldn't do anything because we wouldn't have had a place to live!! So we had to deal with his Crap!! Sometimes i would catch him looking at me certain ways..and i would give him a wtf look and he always says whatever! like he don't notice that he's a Freaking perv!! Me and my mum both would Always catch him starring at whatever! But One day is when he took Everything way too Far!! He came up to me and got really close..and my mum wasn't home yet so that didn't help! :/ He was slowly kissing my neck and i pushed him off! All he did was Laugh like it was a joke!.. so i walked away from him and tried to go in my room but he followed me again!.. He had me against a wall and was trying to touch me. i yelled STOP!! and he smiled and said Let me touch "it"!! and i didn't know what "it" meant. and i pushed him off again!! Then he finally walked out and i stayed in my room and watched tv. A few minutes later that's when my mum came back and He was hungry so me and my mum drove to McDonalds down the road. I still had that disgusting look on my Face about what had just happened and what he said! And my mum noticed and asked "what's the matter?" and i told her everything that happened and what he said to me! My mum was furious and i was crying because i couldn't take it anymore!.. We both couldn't and she asked me if she should confront him and i said no because he probably would've lied anyways or get my and hit one of us! He did hit my mum one time he got mad and threw something at her and it left her a bruised and He almost slapped me once but he didn't! He doesn't realize how strong he is!! Once he pushed me and i stumbled over my feet..he did it in front of my mum and she told him not to touch me!! Anyways once we got back from McDonalds we ate and i went to sleep because it was Sunday and i had school! I went to school the next day..my attitude wasn't that great because of what had happened..so my friends noticed what was up! They asked me and i told them everything just like i told my mum but i was cursing and crying!! And my two bestfriends were disgusted and cursing like i was feeling!! They told me it was gonna be alright. The bell had rang and i didn't wanna go to first period because i needed to talk to the counselor and let this anger out of me!! Another one of my friends named Collette was a class next door and i asked her to talk with me. i told her everything just like i told my two bestfriends,Kerri and Shay. Anyways me and collette was going to the counselor,when my teacher seen me and asked me to come in class to take a test! I told her No!! and she was like ok well its not gonna be graded!! And i did something i never thought id do..

I started screaming"You don't know what im going through Miss!!" she walked back into the class. And collette was by me trying to calm me down. I was cursing screaming i was punching the walls because i was soo mad at my Life and everything that day!! Collette was holding on to me and we walked to the counselor. Water filled my eyes! I stepped into her office and collette asked if i wanted her to stay. i shook made head No. So she left. I took a seat and closed the door behind me. The counselor asked what was wrong. and i told her i couldn't tell much because my mum didn't want everything about him to slip out! But i did! I told her Everything He's done and said. i felt awful! I was crying like a mad man Now and she gave me tissue. I didn't even think i wanted to live that day..thats how bad he caused my Life to be!! The counselor called my mum and told her that i was there crying and everything else. My mum understood! The counselor let me go to class and during my free period...