DEAR whatever this is,
So Lexi thought I should be the one responsible of updating for this collab's sake. And that also includes sharing out embarrassing inner emotions from certain events.
Yeah, I'm back at Mount Silver again. And it seriously gave back a sympathetic response among all my family and friends, since it was so sudden. Again. I mean, aside from my own personal bubble at my home, Mount Silver had a more closed space wherein I can establish my feelings to myself- whether it's brooding or perplexity, it's something I can't often tell to anyone. Like those cliche touchups, even family and close friends.
Speaking of that, the last person who I talked to before departing to Mount Silver was Leaf. Well, we were supposed to have our date... but things got a turn because of my total bluntness. And little did I know before, is how much I upsetted her from it. If anything, that's honestly the last thing I wanted to do with her. Moreover, an argument we had earlier. Since I was so reluctant and ignorant.
So ignorant that I could never convey my thoughts to... Leafy's feelings. If I weren't to own a deficient measure of sensitivity, maybe life would be better- and I wouldn't have to hurt anyone's feelings as if it was on purpose.
But what could I do? I'm too shy to confront her again to apologize. And was I an idiot for coming back to this mountain to solve my own inner alibi instead of giving a profound apology to her? Yes. And by being shy, no one encourages me to actually show my inward extrovertness so openly. If someone were to do that so often, it would be Leaf.
This sense of being solitude again... feels nice. I think I'm going to have to stay up here for awhile. Maybe when the clutching fear of cowardice goes away.
Fire.
[heeey, Lexi here! with Fire!]
"boo"
[rde
okay so! I stirred up Fire's first diary entry! and yes, for the sake of this collab. and yes again, this is an extremely personal entry from him. and yes more, i do like cheesesticks]
"wtf admin just end it already arceus"
[ok ok ok geez calm your tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitans so I'll tag some people to reply to this entry! like you guys just stumbled into this diary and thought "o lol look at this weenie burger writing his personal feelings what a nerd"]
"thx admin-wait no"
[byeeee!]
PrincessPiplup [since you're admin lol]
