everyday people ask me
"how are you doing?"
and i say i'm doing fine
they look in to my eyes and say
"no you're not, something's wrong"
i tell them i'm just tired
and they believe
but i'm not tired
i'm only tired of being to fat, to ugly, to worthless
everyday i go home and turn on the shower
i will take my knife and cut it all away
blood is streaming down my arms, hips and legs
and i feel good again
so i stand under the shower with my head down
and let my blood flow
i can see my ugly body
and i start to scream and yell
i take my knife and make one last cut
cause i know it's to late
i told you i'm just tired
i'm sorry i lied...
