Chapter 5

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Nery and Bryan talked for a while. It was like three years ago i was in a long relationship with my highschool sweet heart he was so charming and caring when we started the relationship we loved eachother so much always together every where we go. We were almost seventeen when he started to change he wasnt caring anymore he was keeping me apart from my bests friends not letting me to talk to them or anyone anymore. One night i remembered we had a very heated argument and he slapped me in my face so hard the i was knocked down to the floor he was so furious i dont remember what the fight was about, that was the first time he hit me like that, we always argue for the littlest stupid stuff he always yelled and curse at me but this time he hit me. I looked at him with disbelieve, the how dare him hit me after all the love the i had for him. He looked at me with devil eyes and left me there in the floor. That was the first of bunch of time the hit me like that. One time he gave me a black and blue in my left eye, my family and friends asked me what happen and i told them i felt down the stairs, they believed me. And always after each fights and punches and bruises he always blame it on me, telling me it was my fault and there was a point the i believed that. I loved him so much the when he will come to apologize i believed him the it will never going to happen again what a naive lil girl i was, he didnt love me at all. He called me stupid good for nothing and self-righteous because I always told him i wanted to wait to be married to give myself to him that was my morals and he didnt understand it. One night i remembered i have a real bad gut feeling, he was in the basketball court playing a game and he never let me go with him even though i asked so many time he wouldnt take me. So that night i went without him knowing i knew he was going to be mad didnt care my guts feeling were more stronger than the punches i knew i was going to get if he finds out. I went and all his peers saw me there they opened they're eyes wide open and there he was sitting next to a girl holding her and kissing her, i yelled his name out and he looked at like nothing like he didnt care he got caught. I started arguing with him didnt care about the girl he was the one in the relationship and he didnt care about me. We went outside and he grabbed me by the shoulder and yelled at me telling me to go to my house i'll explain later he said, i was so hurt, crying felt betrayed. I called one of his friends on my way home and started to asking and he told me yes they are together like for seven month now and the breaking point was when he told me she was pregant by him. I fainted , i thought my whole world felt on me i ran to Nery's house she was studying and she comfort me like this whole time never pass even tho i never was with her because of my boyfriend she didnt care she comfort me, she listen everything i had to say. She called my mom to tell her i was going to spend the night in her house. We spoked the whole night my eyes were so swollen for all the crying. The next morning i went home. All i wanted it was to die, my boyfriend came with his stupid face like always it was my fault AGAIN!! i confronted him about the girl being pregnant and he replied well mens have needs i you werent there for me , her pregnacy was an accident. He continued but baby i still love you, he said. I dont know how i got the courage to tell him it was over, i think my dignity was too hurt, more hurt than the punches he gaved me before. After he left i went into depressions and wanted to die so bad didnt wanted to talk with nobody. My mom took me to a therapist she helped so much it took me like three years to be myself again the bubbly and giggly girl the i was before all of this.

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