Prologue:
Where did I go wrong? I thought if I spent the year not caring, I would actually not feel anything. But I guess it's not supposed to be like that, is it? The funny thing about life is when realize something a huge wave of emotions crash you over like a wave. But you have to stay strong, put the biggest fake smile, and go on like you're not hurting or slowly drowning in your tears. Then here is the worst part go on pretending like you don't care, when actually you do care and it effects you horribly. As we all try to deny it we are all insecure, and words do effect you whether it be anger, sadness, or just mixture of those. Don't think when you see that person who is bubbly, and just down-right happy and her life is sun shine and rainbows, look closely do you see the hurt in her eyes this act of happiness is just a coverup. That person in reality is depressed and slowly breaking apart right before your eyes. Anyhow this is my story of my roller coaster ride of my life.
*This is my first story on Wattpad, I will take all criticism for I can improve my story.Anyway thank you and I hope you like it bye!*
