October 26, 2015
I just don't love you anymore. And the reason this makes me cry is because I so desperately believed I wouldn't wake up one day and not love you. Now I look at you, I see the way you treat me and I cry because I know that feeling is gone. I don't long for your kisses. I don't long to lay in bed with you. And I don't want you to hurry home anymore. I'm happiest when you're far away and I don't see you. It breaks my heart that you let it reach that point where I would no longer feel that deep love I once felt for you. It's not in my second nature anymore to say I love you because this time I don't. I miss that feeling because despite it all, that love I felt for you made me believe it would get better. This time, I'm waiting for it to fade away.
