But the part that just doesn't fit, that just doesn't make any sense to me, and has caused me hours of lost sleep, far too many tears and just indescribable confusion is how the boy who broke my heart only last year fits in. The boy that helped end my two year relationship and then ran when I needed help, the boy that I've spent this year trying to forget, talks with the beautiful girl.
Is it mere coincidence that we just all know one another in our virtual world? No, I don't think so.
How given the distance can two heartbreaks be so intertwined?
I think you saw the beautiful girl and messaged her, the way you do.
I've been there, I've comforted all three of you, the lion, the beautiful girl and the boy. And yet here I am, alone and wondering if I've been spoken about, if my private life that I've shared in trust has remained private. I feel exposed and vulnerable and just so confused.
This is why I stay away. This is why I isolate myself. So these things don't happen.
But I trusted.
And I should've known so much better.
