High school life

Secrets are meant to be heard

Wow. In less than twenty four hours I managed to screw my life up majorly. I leaned my head on the cold window. Suddenly I felt very sick.

Luke could sense my uneasiness. He pulled the car over and took my shaking cold hands in his. His hands were so warm it didn't take long until I wasn't cold.

"Hey don't worry it's alright. We don't have to tell anyone if you don't want too. Just because we did that doesn't mean we are a couple or anything like that. It will be okay I promise."

Suddenly everything hit me. I, Amber Baker, was madly in love with this kid.

"You don't want us to be a couple?"

He looked out the window at the darkness.

"I don't know yet. I mean obviously I like you Amber. I just don't know if it's the right thing. We are really good friends. Us dating would ruin that don't you think?"

I slightly nodded suddenly taking an interest in the floor. I could feel him staring at me trying to get me to look at me.

"Amber look at me."

I didn't move. He placed his hand gently on my cheek.

"Amber plea-"

Luke didn't even get to finish his sentence. I crashed my lips on his. It quickly shut him up.

As soon as he realized what I was doing, he kissed back hungrily. One hand was in my hair and the other was on my lower back, pulling me closer to him. I was being restrained by a seatbelt.

Luke realized I was being held back. In a swift motion, his hand left my back and unbuckled me pulling my body even closer. I clumsily climbed over the center console.

I pulled back out of breath. Luke, on the other hand, was just fine. Damn singers lungs.

"Do you want to go back to my flat?"

I pondered the moment. I nodded yes.

-

"Well it's about time you guys back!" Michael was yelling running around the living room when we walked in the door.

Calum was sitting in front of the flat screen playing FIFA, Ashton laying on the couch looking on his phone, and Michael was just getting up to,
I assume, make pizza.

I went and plopped on the sofa next to Ashton. He seemed uneasy. Luke grabbed the other remote and joined Ashton and I. Everything seemed normal but I could still sense something up with Ashton. He didn't even look at us when we walked in.

"I got pizza!" Michael walked in the living room holding up two huge pizzas. I swear that kid has a stash of pizza somewhere.

Luke got a plate with a couple slices on it and came back and sat next to me. I immediately took one of his pieces. Luke tickled me until I have it back half eaten.

Ashton took a piece from the box and walked away into the kitchen smirking to himself. I figured I needed to go find out what's up with Ashton.

I found him still smirking to himself sitting on a barstool. He knew I followed him in.

"Amber what are you doing?"

"Coming to find out what you're-"

He cut me off. "I don't mean that. I'm talking about you and Luke."

"I don't know what you mean...."

I didn't understand what he was saying. Flashbacks of last nite went through my head then. How could he possibly know about that? There's no way Ash was talking about that.

He chuckled knowing I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"Your hurting him, you know."

"I don't think you know what you're talking about."

"Amber I know what I'm talking about. Remember Luke's last girlfriend. He was so miserable, drunk off his ass half the time. We rarely saw him! Do you want that again? Especially you being the one to cause it?"

I chuckled a bit. I can't believe Ashton just said that to me. He actually thinks we are a couple now? He is very mistaken.

"Ashton, Luke and I are not a thing. No where close last night was an accident that's it."

He smirked and took a bite of pizza.
"Okay. Well when you are ready to admit you like him, come talk to me."

Was I actually falling for Luke? No way. I can't. Last night was just a drunken mistake. I think. Well, I was very drunk anyways. But Luke remembered all of it and was acting fine last night. Oh my god. Luke barely drank last night. That's what his little joke about driving was. So that means he knew what was happening....

A/N- sorry guys for being so slow on updating! I'll try and write more school and people have just been awful lately but I have a day off tomoro so I will try and get more up:)