I never knew that my body had the capability to shut down so fast. I never knew that someone I had never met before in my life, could make me feel this nervous. My hands were shaking out of control and in this moment I felt like I was selling my soul to the unknown. I was just about to give away this burden I had carried along for all my life. This secret. That not even my closest friends and family members were ever to be told. Yet here I was, sitting alone in my bedroom at 9:30pm; curtains closed, bedroom lock tightly fasted, my eyes glued to my iPhone 5 screen... When I seen her.
