michael's pov
i watched a movie with luke today. i have never noticed the way he looks everything with just so much passion. it kinda makes me wanna be a better person.
i want to say luke is my happiness but i don't believe that a person could be your everything. but when i look into those bright blue eyes i feel something.
kinda like when you hear a good song and know automatically that that's your favorite song. i wish i could explain to luke how i felt but the words just never come out right.
but even if i do tell him, what do i say? um yeah i like when you're around but it doesn't mean anything? that would crush him.
i've known luke since forever, i know practically everything about him. better than anyone but maybe not his mom though, they're pretty close. maybe i should contact her?
but luke probably has told her everything i'm just in an ugly position. i should try this love thing even though it's not for me. you could say i'm alien to this. if i fuck up, you'll see it easily. but when i see his eyes i just feel calm.
luke is my solace. we all need comfort in our life even if it's not from a person. i would actually prefer if it wasn't a person because people ALWAYS leave. comfort is different from love so it is safe to say luke is my comfort.
----------------------------------------------------long bc i never update n im trying to get muke in this story but it's coming out shitty
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philophobia || muke
Fanfictionand you love, love, love, when you know i can't love you. where michael is afraid to fall in love with luke and luke find's michael perfect. based on love love love by of monsters and men.
