my life as a single mom

night changes

Adison pov

It was 4 in the afternoon the kids were playing with cam matt hayes and nash skyline me nd mom were in the kitchen "'mom im going to cook tonight "'i said taking out posts "'oh thank god lml thanks babe "mom said and kissed my cheek. "wym oh thank god..i can cook "', i laughed sky smiled "'she can yesterday she made rice and beans and ribs it was the best well not better then yours " sky said i smiled

"'ai im going to make lasagna and rice and beans "i said they both nodded

i placed the rice in the water pan and the beens as. Well in the other then i made the lasagna and plafed it in the oven ebereythimg was cooking mom and sky were in the livimg room when i got a text on instagram direct message it was

@jackgilinsky
Hey i know i have messed up but i really miss my kids and you. I see youre in north Carolina i want to see them.please just think about it .

I was shocked but answered

@real_adisongrier
Um really i dont belive u why should u they dont even Remember u and now that they are in peace u want to destrey that

@JACKGILINSKY
I'm sorry i really am i dont know what i was thinking but i need them in My life. Please

@real_adisongrier
Sorry wont fix this u should have though of that a verey long time ago the twin are going to be 5 u now how long that is 5 fucking years of their life and of Emma's and Edward doesn't even caree about u , u leave him eveery signal time

@jackgilinsky

Im sorry i am i hate myself for that i know but i want to change for
them for u

@real_adisongrier

Why so u can leave us and i fall stupidity like always do no make you're self a new family with Madison bye

@jackgilinsky
No i dont want another family i want u Me and them

@real_adisongrier

A litte two late jack u left me and my kids for 6 yeares to be with her

@jackgilinsky
W.e u think i will still get u back and them love u bye

I was shocked i didnt know what to say or do Matthew walked in and i gusse he saw my face "'what happen"'he said and huged me i handed the phone and he read it. I took a deep breath i let go of matts grip and cheeked on the food "wow" matt said "he always gets his way but not today not with me and my family " i said without turning around "i know but don't u think they should see each other" matt said

i took out the lasagna and placed it on the table "nope" i said bluntly. He looked at me with no smile just a are u serous Face i smiled at him and places everything eles on the table and a sprite soda with its cups and called every one to eat

"mommy look grama breaded our hair " fin said walking runing in the dinning room with corn rolls and jack the same i laughed and smiled "yassss yall look great "i said and took out my phone and posted a pic of them "mom is too much @Elizabethfloydgrier " "it looks fine lol now lets eat " mom said and then johnny walked in with a bag of groceries

"hmm i see im to late but hi babes"he said and kisses every one of the kids on the cheek and hugged us "we can use it for tomorrow. Dad " sky said i nodded we all sat down to eat and talk Mathew was very quite he only talked to the kids

"Hey Addison why was Matt so quite during dinner "mom asked me once cam and matt went back to the hotel and the kids are in the living room with johnny watching the Grinch "well jack texted me and matt said its better for him and the kids to meet and i said no so he got mad " i said as i dried my hair since i was in the shower and i handed her my phone to see the messages

  "wow but baby hes kinda true u need to help them go threw this its not up to u no more its up to them if they want to meet there father " . mom said i started to get heated up "mom i don't care i only want whats best for them ughhh cant yall let me do wat i think is right.. For my kids "i semi yelled she sight

"i always new u was a strong woman but a very stubborn one have i told u before about what happen with me and your father, well he wanted to see ya every single day i said no the boys grew apart a little but u just forgot about him do u want that to happen with these kids do u want them to go threw your pain" mom said.

"I wasn't in pain i had Johnnie he was my dad when i needed him he always was ever since i was 8 years old dad never cared about us all he wanted was his girlfriend and will was his prize jul nash was his twin then hayes and me were just the other once " i said she cried

"omg Alison Elizabeth i didn't now u felt this way why haven't u talked to me i could have been so much better to u" mom said and hugged me "no mom u were and are the best mom i could ever have and I've learned how to be a great mom from u" i whispered to her she smiled and hugged me once again "i love my little ally i love u so much"she said i laughed "i love u to mom " i haired a sniff from the door i looked up and it was Johnnie i opened my arms for him and he hugged me "i love u Alison u are a great daughter u excepted me as your second dad and now i have grand kids that treat me like if we were blood i love u " he said mom smiled " blood doesn't matter whats in the heart and what u feel about one another is wat counts " i said and whipped my tears off " yup that's so true "he said "well let DRI those tears and lets watch the movie " mom said i nodded they walked out the room i smiled and when on twitter

"letting go of bitterness u hold in your heart will make u feel so much happier"

"@jackgilinsky if u fuck it up i will never ever let u see them again " i posted public