March 22
2005
I'm going to take you to the next year after the funeral. It was my birthday my brother andrew (Andy) and I went out to eat. My dad had to work. I hadn't had many friends scence my mom died she was always the one who pushed me to be ambitious and outgoing where as my dad was more of a closed in person. Also I had been in the worst mood possible scence then with everyone but Andy. I just didn't feel like anyone else really understood other than me and him. I felt like we had lost more then anyone else we lost our mother where as anyone else lost their friend or best friend. I think Andy felt the same way but he chose to take all of it out positively Andy and I had a thing for music you could say and he took out all of his emotion from it out through his songs and had even been offered a few record signings but wouldn't take them because all of them required him moving far.
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stuipid girl
Romancehi im meranda and I just lost someone so important to me and I'm loseing my mind I think so anyway but my brother and? tells me otherwise. where is my daddy you ask well looks like your gonna have to read to find out.
