Every scar tells a story

Chapter 4: Bad Morning

'Silverodo candy painted ray bands got the whole world shaded..'

Ughhh! I rolled over with my face in the pillow, grabbing my phone and answering it, with out looking to see who it was.

"Hello?" I said in to the pillow.

"Yo chick! Do you know what time it is?" The voice on the other in of the phone said.

wait iv heard this voice before, girl!!! my brotha just asked chyou a question!" a diffrent voice said.

camren?

"tyler? camren?" I asked questionably.

"hey sis!" they both said at the same time.

"hey! oh my gosh i miss yall so much!" I squealed.

"we miss you to pay! hows mom?" tyler asked.

oh no... what am I gonna say... they don't know whag happen, and j can't tell them now! there sinors in college! and the both play on the base ball team I can't tell them theh will come home and it will mess up their lifes!

"um she's good" I lyed..

I felt really bad about lying to then but it had to be don't.

"that's good! were comming home I 2 weeks pay!" camron said.

I squilled. "yay! I can't wait to see you!!!"

"we can't wait to you either sis!" they said.

I was about to say something when I heard the door open and slam.

"hunter paige!!!!!!!" the voice of my mother ran throughout tthe house.

uh-oh...

"hey y'all I gotta go ill talk to you latter. lovd y'all! bye!" I said and hung up.

I heard footsteps comming up the stairs. I tosed my phone on my bed beside me and berryed my face back ib my pillow.

"hunter paige brooks!!!!" she shouted busting through my door. "wake up you no good usless brat!!!!"

I rolled over on my back and scratch my eyes and yawned.

"5 more mins please." I said rolling over on my side acting like i was asleep.

Yeah bad Idea...

"Damn hunter I said get the fuck up!!!" She yelled.

The next thing I know I'm being pulled my hair out of the bed.

"OW! Ow! Ow!! Stop please!" I screamed.

She drug me out of my room and into the hall. And threw me down on the floor.

I looked up at her she looked wasted and stoned. That's never good...

Smack!!!!

"Ow!!" I yell grabbing my right cheek.

"Damn your so fuckin ugly!!!" She yelled in my face. "So fat! No wonder no one wants you!! That's probably why you never have friends! Slut!!"

She slapped me once more. This time with more force, that it nocked me to the side. I just laid there till I heard her bedroom door slam shut.

I ran to my bathroom and turned on the shower. Silent sobs came from my mouth but there were no sing of tears. I striped my clothes and got in. The water was burning hot, but it felt good. I was so cold, I felt like I was dying. I grabbed my fresh razor head and broke it picking on of the small blades I cut both of my wrist. Cut after cut after cut. I didn't want to stop... No I did, but I couldn't. All that pain came out through the blood poring down my arms. After about 20 mins of cutting I finally got out I felt so weak, like I couldn't sand with out stumbling. My head hurt and I felt sick. I got out of the shower and wrapped my self in a big black towel. Blood was still dripping down my arms but the towel was catching most of it. I walked to my body mirror and dropped my towel...

'Ugly'

'Slut'

'Useless'

'worthless'

'fat'

'whore'

'bitch'

'cunt'

All popped in my head. I took one step toward the toilet and fell to my knees and puecked my guts out. After about 30 mins or so I finally stopped. I could hardly walk but managed to get dressed and out of my house before my mother could see me.

When I finally made it to the stables I broke. I fell to my knees and cried. I don't know how long I had cried, but all I know was that there was no more tears left in me. relbe didn't make a sound thd whole time. he just stood there and watched me as I cried. once all the tears in my body were all cryed out I put the saddel on rebel and mounted up.

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A/N: so hope y'all liked it!!! comment/vote/follow/fan!!!! sorry if it was triggering for anyone!