Lately I haven't been feeling like myself
I don't know why
Lately I've felt like nothing can be positive like a storm that's nonstop
Lately I wish I could stop playing with people
Lately I've felt so lost and alone, like a leaf that has fallen astray from a stockpile of the others
Lately I felt like nothing good can ever happen
Lately I've felt like I can't be loved by anyone or anything
Lately I envy others
Lately I've haven't been quite the same
Lately I've been feeling down
Lately I've hurt too many
Lately I've been feeling like nothing matters
Lately I don't know how to put my emotions in words, like I'm drowning but no one seems to hear
Lately I've felt like love doesn't exist
lately I've felt the world is just trying to tear me down
So don't comment and say how depressed or suicidal I am
I'm not
If anyone even bothers to read this
