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*3years later*

Bonniepov:
Wow 3 years well where do I start, oh um well hi and oh yeah what Have I been doing. So I'm turning 21 on dec.28 and I'm a graduate from college and high school. Funny because I'm 20 but from all those crazy thing that happened during senior year I still manages to get A's on everything I took my sat's early and got a perfect score then went to college and they passed me early to so now I'm a pharmacist in a really big hospital.   I make good pay. I still live in the same place with someone that seems familiar.... Well we should get to the story now so here we go........
After work I stopped at Starbucks and went home. "He" was cooking dinner. (A/N: I know this is wrong but I'm not going to tell you which man she ends up with yet so sorry mystery man=mm)
B:hey babes. Mm:hey honey how was work. B: good I guess. Mm:ok well dinner will be ready soon. B:ok. I gave him a kiss and went to our room. I got a text from Sydney. It was Friday I forgot. B: I'm going to pick up Aaron and will be back. Mm: you almost forgot didn't you. B: well.. I gave him a kiss and he wouldn't let me push away, I chuckled through the kisses. B:I gots to go. I finally got the strength to push away. B: your so silly. He then went back to cooking. Mm: I know. I gave him a peck and left. I went to Sydney's place it was still the same. I knocked on the door and before I could do one more knock. Aaron opened the door. B: well hello to you. He gave me a really big and tight hug. Aa: hi aunt Bonnie. B: are you ready? Aa: yeah come on let's go. He started to take off. B: woah wait I have to talk to syd. Aa: ok I will be In my room. He then walked away. I walked up to Sydney she was cooking dinner to. B: what's wrong with him today? She came up to me teary eyed. S: this is the day our mom..um passed. I hugged her just then all my deaths came back to me my dad,"him". I then ran to Aaron's room. He was just sitting in his chair looking out the window whispering to himself. Aa:mom I will never forget you. B: come here Aaron. He looked startled. He ran and gave me a hug. I squeezed him tight and ruffled his hair. B: I love you. Aa:I love you to. I walked out the door following him. B:bye syd. S:bye Bon. We left and went back to the house, to see him setting up the table. I ran and gave him a kiss. Mm: hey Aaron. A:I do not want to talk I'll be In my room. Aaron went to his room. Since he comes all the time Aaron and I customized his room it's space themed. I rubbed his back. B: it's ok today has been rough for Aaron. Mm: yeah I figured ummm I'm finishing up will be done in a sec. B:ok. I went to my room and walked to go to the balcony just until I tripped on a box that was poking out from under the bed. I teared up. It was the memories of him. I opened it. I saw his funeral pamphlet. "He" came into the room I guess because he heard me fall. Mm: Bon you ok!? I then turned around crying he came down and started to hold me. Mm: I'm sorry Bon. It's fine. (A/N: ok here comes the reveal!) I read the pamphlet. It read r.i.p Caleb. I don't know why I was crying after Andrews suicidal moments I was the only one there for him but I still came home every night to Caleb. Caleb still got angry and he started to hit me. I stayed like a dumb ass until he died in a car crash from him drinking and driving. That was 2 years ago just last year I started dating Andrew again. Oh yeah, we found out that the baby wasn't his. He was in the hospital and he demanded that he needed A paternity test. She accepted and took a blood test and it was another dudes. He was so happy his smile was beautiful even though he was still so weak. He apologized to me for weeks for putting me through the stress. We haven't been in much arguments we have been really happy. Andrew got up from the floor and helped me clean the stuff up. He gave me a kiss and wiped the tears from my eyes. We ate dinner Aaron was feeling Alittle better and he apologized which was not necessary.we sat down on the couch and watched movies until Aaron fell asleep. I carried him to his room and tucked him in. I then came back out to see Andrew sleeping to. I kissed which always woke him up. He looked left and right I think he had a bad dream. B:hello,it's me. He started to launch which lighten the mood he carried me to the room and threw me in bed while I was still laughing. He got on top of me and started to kiss me. I got on top of them gave him a kiss and he wouldn't let go. I finally managed to get off. B: well good night.  He started to pout and he turned around. A: I don't like teases. I started to laugh. B: well I guess you don't like yourself. I then turned around and started to drift off to sleep until I felt Andrews arm around my waist and him kiss my neck. A: I was just kidding I love you Bonnie-Marie. I smiled and turned around to where my face was in his chest I kissed it. B: I love you to Andrew fontenot..