I'm not perfect. As a matter of fact I'm not even close. I screw up on a daily basis, I've hurt the people closest to me and it kills me every time I think about it. To live a life without flaws is not even a choice when it comes to me. We live in a world where if your not a hundred percent perfect your nothing, an outcast to be exact. Things could be worse this i know, but if they were I'm absolutely positive I wouldn't know how to handle it. I will eventually come to a breaking point so why can't that happen right now. Perhaps they're just waiting to see how long it takes for me to collapse but what they don't know is how strong I really am. Maybe if they knew they would understand. I'm not first, nor second and personally I'm okay with that. I wake up everyday knowing that if I screw up I still have people that will love me no matter what. I'm not perfect, but give me a chance and I'll show you just how close I can get
