Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 14

Louis' POV:
I watched Stephanie fade into a deep sleep which then started to make me sleepy. But I couldn't stop thinking about our kiss. When I kissed Stephanie I felt fireworks going off and I just wanted more of her. She was my everything and it was only the beginning. I don't know how I would ever let her go if I had to.

There was no way I could let that happen. Kissing Stephanie just felt so right, to other people it might seem rushed, but I feel like I've know Steph for a very long time, even though it has only been a few days. I hope that she feels the same way I do. I don't want to get hurt.

Stephanie's POV:
I wake up the next morning to see all of the boys in the kitchen making breakfast. From the living room I can hear Niall screaming "food, I need food now. I'll die if I don't get food right this minute." Niall always made me laugh. He acted like a child, but he was so funny. Nialls like  my older brother with the personality of a 5 year old.

Then there was Harry and Liam who were actually doing the cooking while Niall watched. This was hilarious to watch. So I just kept watching until Niall got his food and was finally satisfied. But then Harry and Liam went to go sit down to only find out that  there was no food left. Niall ate it all.

I just can't comprehend how Niall could have eaten all the pancakes and eggs, man that boy can eat. I was so interested in what was happening in the kitchen that I didn't notice Louis walking down the stairs and into the kitchen.

Right when I smacked back into reality I started to blush, when I see Louis all I could think about is how we kissed last night. I got a good feeling when Louis and I kissed but now I just got nervous around him. I have to try and push that feeling aside otherwise Louis and I won't be able to act the same around each other anymore. And that would just be awkward.

I couldn't stop myself from staring at Louis. But my staring ended quickly when Louis turned around and caught me staring at him. He just winked at me. Which made me blush to the point where I could feel my face burning.

The only way to hide my embarrassment from Louis was to look down until I calmed myself down. So that's what I did, until I heard footsteps coming near me. Calm down Stephanie just breathe, breathe I start repeating to myself.

I look up to see who I thought would be standing there , Louis. "Stephanie we have to go to the recording studio today to start recording songs for our new album. You could come if you want. And don't worry you wouldn't be a bother, trust me." He says winking. I started to laugh, he already knew me so well. But he didn't know everything. "Sure I'll come. Thank you for inviting me."

He gave me a hug and told me to get ready because we have to leave soon. It was weird, I felt like Louis and I were already a couple, we acted like it. But we weren't quite there, I wasn't even sure if he cares  about me as much as I care about him. We're gonna have to talk about this sometime.

After about 30 minutes I walk down the stairs. Wearing jeans, a white crop top with a jean jacket and my white converse. I wore my jacket just in case I get cold, then I was ready to go. When I get to the boys they were already waiting by the door. I could see Louis staring at me, which made me blush so I turned my head to the side away from him and start to walk out the door with all of them.

Liam said that he would drive. Which everybody was fine with. Harry is sitting in the passenger seat while I'm sitting between Louis and Niall. It was a tight fit but it was fine for a short ride. At least that's what Louis told me.

Not even 20 minutes later we get to the recording studio where I was told to wait in the waiting are. So while they were working I wouldn't be a distraction. I understood the managers reasoning and I wasn't going to argue.

I was lucky enough that they let me on this tour. As I sat there having nothing to do I remembered something that I hadn't done for a while. So I thought that I should start writing letters to Louis again. Even if I was spending time with him right now, I liked writing these letters. I open up my notes to write my letter like I used to do about a week ago. It's so weird how so much changed in just a weeks time.

"Dear Louis,
Wow.. I can't believe how far I've came with these letters. Who would have thought that just writing a couple of these letters could have led me right to you. I care about you a lot and if you see this I hope that you realize how much I actually care about you. I never let myself care about people the way I care for you. I've always been afraid to. But I'm glad I let myself care about you the way that I do because you've made me a better person in the short week that I've known you. When I started these letters I had to build up a load of confidence. I had to let my guard down for you. I hope that we get to learn more about each other and that this never ends(not in a creepy way haha)."

After typing my letter I go to Twitter once again and start to post my letter, I insert the letter then put my caption, I tag Louis then put letter 4 :).

I decide to check my Twitter after that since I haven't been on here for a long time since I met Louis. When I look at my feed and notifications I immediately regret it there are so many people who hate me for getting to spend time with Louis and only very few who were happy for me. I never understood why fans couldn't just be happy for their idols instead of ruining their possible happiness.

I decided against telling Louis about these comments. They are awful and if Louis saw the comments.. I just don't know what he would do. I'm better off keeping things to myself. If he was really upset about scaring me the other night then he would definitely be upset about this.

And I wouldn't want that for him or his fans, no matter how badly they are treating me right now. I know how they feel. I used to be them, a fan who was jealous of the people who actually got to meet them, thinking that I wouldn't stand a chance.

Thank you for reading! I'll try and update tomorrow:) I love writing this book but if you guys have any suggestions just comment. Oh and please vote for this book! Again thank you! :)
-Hannah ;)