Undecided, unpredictable

Beginning

" Please..... give me a favor...... Jai!

Let me make you some "make-over" Chel beg.

"yeah.... Jai you should make some beauty treatment with yourself." Jenevieve really like to tease me.

"okay.... okay....you two, you know i'm not used to it. don't you?" rolling my eyes to them.
"but don't make me a zombie look, neither clown if you do i'm gonna kick you two out here" nice threat.

I can't see my face or even picture out what do I look like. It makes me feel nervous because i'm not really used to it. I don't even put face powder with my face. I don't care that much.

Chel put her last session on making me a funny clown , re- attaching foundation and blush on. and there you go.

"oh.........my...........gosh.... look at you! i knew it , your more beautiful than I know you are" before Chel can continue with her exaggerated attitude Jenevieve cut her saying,

"whoa.........Jai  you look like A person now... your different i couldn't even recognize you.. you look stunning with.....

you,

all,

from head to toe" not to mention she is exaggerated too.

frowning with my two cousin with confusion before looking to the mirror behind me. When I look at the big mirror i see a beautiful girl with her long lashes, with her beautiful, innocent brown eyes, with her perfect shape nose, a lips that glow with simple shine lipstick match with her beautiful and charming smile. A long hair with a big curl. With her navy blue dress run through half of her thigh revealing her long legs and fit with her pair of white high heels.
WHoa.... is this me? where is Jai? I don't even recognize myself. I am shock with the girl in the mirror.

it hasn't appeared in my mind before that I could look like this beautiful . Maybe i'm thinking too much but it makes me feel confident.

" Jai  you look like a model." Chel gasp .

" like a cover model in a magazine! Jenevieve say.

"okay?..... so, what now? I can't wear this long . The dress or even the heels, you already know why!" my conservative mind running in my brain.

Honestly I don't know how to walk using high heels i will only look like a penguin at all even the dress i'm not used to all of this, even going to a party is not my thing.

"your conservative thoughts strike again.... oh! come on Jai  when would you learn to grow up like an adult? your not a kid anymore, your 21 now! Chel say and fighting for her "adult rule"

"your very opposite with your mom Jai.... look at her she doesn't look like a mom she look like us even if she's more older than us. That's why many people were saying that you and your mom looks like a sister." Jenevieve talking like shes disappointed.

oh my gosh why they felt so much bad with my simple style. Maybe I should also suit myself like them

or not...

grrrrrrr......

I don't know , my mind says I can make it and I like my new look today but in the other side of my brain saying, no you don't need to be like them, people will only look at you and teases you or......
I don't know , maybe I'm going to be crazy this very soon.

"Don't you like the way I am? I just want to be simple , so no one could tease me or no eyes would look at me that bad." I say, worrying what's next.

Ignoring my question "we need to go now Rachel will be here in 3 minutes and the contest will start at 9:00 pm and after that.........." Jenevieve cut Chel for her speech , and that's their cue words