16//Your first fight// (5SOS)

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Ashton

"Where have you been Ashton?" Her eyes look me up and down as I walk through the door to our apartment at 2:14am. The door handle was as cold as the lino. My keys jiggling in my hand as I just manage for them to stay there. Awkwardness fills the air as she moves on the couch.

I had told her that I had to record our new single but the boys and I got carried away which led us to go to Luke's and down a few beers. We had just got back from tour and it was our fifth day home and management are getting us to record. We have never done this before so I don't know why she was acting like this.

"I was recording but then I ended up going to Luke's with the rest of the boys." She looked at me with her eyes limp and tired, her cheeks were darkened by the eye make up that was smudged down her face. She must have stayed awake just to see me.

"I have been so worried, none of yous were answering your phones, they were all turned off. I was so scared that something had happened." I look at her eyes as tears drain down her cheeks. Her cheeks rosey and soft.

"I'm sorry y/n, I love you." I look at her and notice the sadness that i have been causing her the past year and a half.

"Ashton, you have changed since you became famous. I like the old you better. The new one doesn't care about me as much as old Ashton did." Tears filled my eyes as she ran upstairs to bed. I do my best to wipe my tears away but whenever I wipe one set of tears, three more come out.

The darkness that surrounds me describes my feelings right now.

I hear the small sobs escape from her mouth as I stand outside the bedroom door wondering if I should go in or not. The sobs attack the silence in mid air.

"I'm sorry, i will do anything in my power to keep you happy." It was at that moment that I stopped and realise that I really wasn't good enough to be with her. I treat her like shit without even noticing. She deserves so much better.

"I'm sorry Ash but right now I think it's best to leave before we make some pretty stupid decisions." And with that I turned around hearing more sobs escape her pink lips and tears filling my eyes and I left without looking back.

Michael

"I'll see you tonight at 6 gorgeous." My fingers work around the keyboard as my large smile appears on my face. I look at my clock as it just ticks 3:15pm. My green hair flops across my forehead as I slump down on the couch in the recording studio.

The boys and I have been in the recording studio since 5:30 this morning. I hate leaving y/n in the morning. We have had to record 12 songs so I'm so tired.

"Okay babe, i love you, have fun x" The smile that escapes my lips is unbelievable. I finally get to see my beautiful girlfriend and spend time with her.

"Ahhh hey mate, we have to stay till 7:30 tonight. We have another 12 songs to record." Luke gives me an apologetic smile, he knew me and y/n had plans but management don't seem to give me anytime, when I'm home, to spend with y/n and it is really starting to fuck me off. I am forced to ring her phone and tell her that I couldn't get home fast enough to take her to dinner.

*Ring ring*

"Hello?" Her sweet voice echoes down the line, I really wish I could have made it to dinner. Fucking management.

"Hey baby, it's Mikey." The sting in my chest is getting stronger and stronger with every word that is said. "I have to stay till 7:30 tonight because we still have to record and re-record 12 songs." The line is silent. I spend no time at all with her and I have no control over that. I wish I did though because I would spend every waking minute with her.

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