Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you ~~~Katy Perry, Thinking of you
Note: this takes place in the 1940s, watch the video on YouTube before you read because it might make more sense, plus wattpad wouldn't let me put the official video
JJs POV:
The sun's bright light shined through the window causing me to wake up. I got out of bed carefully so I wouldn't wake Will. I went over to my dresser and pulled out a picture of Spencer. Oh how I missed him, I miss the walks we would take in the summer, all the times we would just talk for hours, and most of all I miss him. The picture I was holding was a picture of him in his army uniform, which he had only left a year ago. I look back and see Will tossing and turning in his sleep, knowing he would wake up soon I put the picture back locked away in my drawer full of secrets. I never told him about Spencer and I don't plan on telling him anytime soon. I wish I would've married Spence, but I guess second best is what I'll get. I walked down the stairs into the living room. I looked out the window it was such a bright day it made me think again of Spence. Almost everything makes me think of him. I still have that old bike we used to ride down to the pond. I just didn't know why he had to go but he said it was for the best.
"Goodmorning darling" Will says as he kisses my cheek, but I shove him off. I wasn't in the mood today to pretend that I loved him. My heart belongs to Spence but Will had asked first and I knew my parents wouldn't have approved of Spence. I entered back into reality after thinking of what it would be like to be married to Spence, to have a life with him. I went back up stairs to get ready for the day, Will was already dressed and ready to go to work.
"Goodbye love you " he says.
"Bye love you too" I say back. We kiss but I don't feel sparks like I did with Spence.
As I watch his car leave the driveway I notice a letter on the front porch. I grab it and sit on Tue wooden chair by my vanity. Spence has sent me a letter everyday Will had thought I had forgotten about him so I wrote back to Spence in private while Will was at work. I carefully opened the envelope hoping not to ripe the letter. When I opened it my heart dropped. It was like my body ripped in two. I dropped the letter.
"No ,No he can't be dead" I sobbed quietly.
I got up about thirty minutes later (even though it seemed like forever). I got dressed. I picked out a black dress. The one I loved and cared for was now dead-I never loved Will. Will and I had only been together for a few months after Spence went to war. Everyone had told me to move on. But I just couldn't and can't. And I couldn't stay in this house anymore.
I went down to the basement and grabbed a couple suitcases downstairs. I had grabbed anything and everything in the house that was rightfully mine. The house is Wills anyways. I walked down the stairs with my luggage and said goodbye to the house I once adored but now hated. I packed up my stuff and drove off in my car without ever looking back. But from now to forever I will never love again for I will always keep Spence in my heart.
I love you Spencer Reid.
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This is my first story so tell me what you think. It was just some thing I thought of doing. I don't really like it so I might change it in the future.
Thanks,
MxB
