Sorry it is a little crazy and disorganized.
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Dodging trees I can hear the the crunching leaves be hind me. I slip past a thorn bush. I could feel his gaze on the back of my neck. I was now charging a tree that has fallen. I push my right foot off a tree and dive, it just missed me. I roll and I'm back up. I hear his laugh and says "you win." I smile and turn and he winks. " I told you I could win." He leaps over the tree and sits patting the seat next to him I sit next to him but keep my distance. He asked " so Ava... Same time next week?" I smile and nod. He stands a reached out his hand. I took it and took off. I walked slowly taking my time because I didn't want to go to the hell hole I call home. Walking carelessly I trip over a metal tube I turn and pick it up. It was Lucian's glasses case, but I've never seen him with any glasses not even sun glasses. I went to open it but then I herd something behind me. I turned, the sound was getting louder. I stared to walk, louder and louder it got the faster I walked. I could see the vine arch that lead to my backyard. I sprinted to the door. I slammed the door and locked it. I pulled the shade down I peeked through. My eyes scanned the backyard. I couldn't see any thing. I was still panting as I grabbed the half empty bottle and finished it off. I snatched a apple from the counter and sat on the floor in front of the couch. I pulled my phone out, I got a text from Lucian. We have been best friends since the first grade. He asked if we could go to the movies on Saturday. I really wanted to but I have gymnastic practice. I told him and he sent a sad face. I smiled, and said he could come over now. He showed up about 20 minuets later. We are great friends but I think I want more then that. I think I love Lucian but he would never like me and I know that. I leave it and push my feelings aside. My mom wouldn't be home tell tomorrow night so I had the house to my self. My T.V. downstairs is broken so we sat in my room. It was late and I thought he would leave by now, but really happy he hasn't. We were watching some kind off scary movie. Which is his favorite kind. We sat really close holding hands. We do that every movie like this. I've seen this movie before but couldn't think of the name. This was the worst part. I turned my head into Lucian chest, he put his arm around me. I could hear her scream and here her drop to the floor . I grabbed his shirt. He pulled me in his lap. I looked up but didn't want to stop it so I closed my eyes. I fell asleep.
I woke up and looked at the clock. It was 3:42 and he was still here. I turned to look at him and he was asleep. I ran my fingers through his hair. I was so in love but he would never love me. I slipped the cover over me and him and dozed off. I woke up but didn't open my eyes. Lucian was looking at my he grabbed a piece of my hair and slid it behind my ear. "One day" he said so soft I could almost not hear it. He he slid his hand down my face and kissed me. He went to pull back but I grabbed him and pulled him Back to my lips. He sat up and pulled me to his lap. A ran my fingers in his hair, squashing me to him, he pulled me close. He pulled back I tried to meet his gaze but I couldn't. He wouldn't look at me. I put my hand on his. "Are you ok?" I asked. He nodded grabbed his bag and walked out. I bit my lip and put my hands in my face. I pulled back my hair with my hand. I lied down and pulled my pillow to my chest. I started to cry. Not because he left but because he's not coming back. I was upset now and pulled on pajamas. I went down stairs and grabbed a bag of chips and sat on the couch my phone buzzed. I pulled it out of my pocket and it said Lucian. He asked "can we talk?" I bit my lip and said "yeah". He called and it sounded like he had been running. "Hello" he said out of breath. "Are you ok?" I asked. He breathed in "yeah, a dog was chasing me." He said. I was relieved " alright what do u want to talk about?" I asked I already knew but wanted him to calm down he seemed worried. " umm yeah" Lucian said "that kiss thing was a mistake and should NEVER happen again!" I got a lump in my thought. I was trying to make my voice not tremble. "Yeah yeah no that was wrong." I said hoping he wont notice that I was crying. "Ok good you felt the same way well Ill call you later. Bye Ava". I slammed down my phone and pulled my knees to my chest . I cried and cried tell my eyes were dried up. I got up and looked at the time 1:37 my mom would be home in 30 minutes . I got up and ran around to clean. She was home late and I ate diner and went to bed. I had school tomorrow and I didn't want to see Lucian.
