Confused

Chapter 1

It was in the beginning when I(Jenna) fell in love with him. The first time I saw him I knew he was the one if it even was him. I saw him and then out of nowhere came another one! (At the time I didn't know who they were) My brother James gathered them in a circle so close to me I could feel their warm breath on me,he said " Jenna this is Daniel, Daniel this is Jenna. Then he carried on with all the names he said the following names Luke, Jai and Beau. And guess what! It was Luke I fell in love with. But of course I couldn't remember who was who with him and his twin brother Jai🤔. It made me think and I started thinking more about LUKE about how I was gonna tell him. Tell him how much he meant to me already how much I fell in love with him the first time I saw him sparks flew straight through my brain, but I couldn't do that to my brother, I don't know how he'd react. I just couldn't do it to him he would loose his trust in me completely!
I just don't know how much longer I can hold it in...
Later that day James started to humiliate me so I ran up stairs and grabbed my diary out of my top draw, jumped on my sky blue bean bag and started to write how amazing my day started off and slowly got worse and more humiliating! It read,
Dear diary,
I know now, I know his name his name. It's...its Luke no wait Jai I think it's Luke anyways I didn't have proper conversation with him because James just wouldn't shut up I kept looking at Luke and Jai trying to remember who was who I was useless at that kind of stuff! One of them saw me staring at them with half shut eyes and my buck teeth clenched to my bottom lip. I felt so... So stupid they probably thought something was wrong with me and if I did have a chance with them I knew I blew it!!! That's why I ran up stairs, then James shouted "no goodbye then, it's like she's fell in love with one of you!" He carried on saying things and the boys just kept laughing, I wanted to shout out "yeah I have fell in love with one of them got a problem". But I'm sure he didn't mean for me to feel so embarrassed but I did I was on the top step listening to every breath they took when... James and the rest of them kept laughing at me they walked passed me it was almost like James was embarrassed to be my brother. I hope not. They all walked past I was looking down watching the legs go by I was counting "2,4,6,8" then I thought to my self wait where's the other set of legs then something jumped out at me there were a pair of legs there. It was one of the twins. He sat down next to me he said "I saw you trying to figure out who was who out of me and my brother" I giggled and agreed with him. He said to me " hi, I'm Luke nice to meet you" then I nearly started to cry but I had to act like I didn't care when it was a massive deal for me . James opened his door and shouted "LUKE WHAT ARE YOU DOING? C'MON". Luke jumped up and said to me "cya have a good rest of the day we'll talk again later" and walked slowly away I said "yeah you too Luke". We both smiled at each other and the door slammed behind him. I took a deep breath and walked away then out of nowhere...