Will I Ever Get Over You?

Is this the end?

              You tell me that you love me, you tell me that you won't leave me, but you turn around and do it anyways.

Dear Louis,

I should've known that there wasn't a chance. You didn't give me a chance. A chance to make you happy, but instead you found happiness in someone else. I thought you loved me, I thought you wouldn't leave me, but now your packing, moving, and leaving me alone...Forever.

            Now, I'm crying my heart out, hoping you would hear me, but you just ignore my painful cry.

I sat at the counter, sobbing, while you take your things to the car. You walk pass me every time you leave, but you just ignore my painful pleads. I thought you would hear me crying for you to stay. I thought you would comfort me then, stay with me forever..but I was wrong.

         Each and everyday passes by, I fake a smile to the world, but underneath my smile.....Is my broken heart.

The fans don't seem to notice, but the boys do. They know I'm trying to be happy for the fans, but to them, I'm not trying hard enough. They can see right through me. They see the pain that I'm trying to hide. Everyone knew my secret, everyone but YOU. Why couldn't you have noticed? I fell for you, idiot. Every touch, every whispered word was real for, but it was real enough for you.

       All the good memories you gave me, Is all I have left of you. But it's slowly fading away, as time goes by everyday. But will I get over you?

My memories of us is all I have left, you took everything else. But as the days go by, these memories start to fade and I start to feel the pain. Seeing you with her gives me unexplainable pain. I die everyday without you Lou. And every day I think, "Will I ever get over you?"
Harry